Sunday, January 31, 2010


Dear Andy,

Eh i still think he's super cuteee! He's like a senior that has a michael buble voice and the looks of a modern elvis presley. sounds like a disgusting combination but he's sooo cute!! And he's a year older! wahahaha..i think i'm about to drool all over my keyboard. hmph:[ shan't say anymore. or else it'll get too obvious. Oh wait. he's not my school senior. cause i didn't get into that school. or else he might have become my ogl. like... husband! stupid melody cheng. totally only likes her korean artists that are far beyond reach..:P oh yeah. now i totally sound stalker-ish.

self revelation: i'm blogging so much cause i'm procrastinating. muahaha.ok. come on clare. just get this done and over with.
Just like a pill- Pink is playing on 987fm. woah. i haven't listened to the radio in a long time...

tre arty
@ 1:18 PM|





Dear Andy,

do you get chick math? hahaha..

tre arty
@ 3:30 AM|





Dear Andy,

Ok i miss you guys so much i can't believe we didn't meet on sat morning guys why are you so busy!! sheesh.

I MUST BE CRAZY I'M WATCHING HANNAH MONTANA O.O

tre arty
@ 1:52 AM|


Saturday, January 30, 2010


Dear Andy,

My dear, what has happened to you? After knowing you for more than 10 years, it breaks my heart to read your blog. because after we graduated, i feel like you've changed so drastically. you've become so negative. Is the love of people making you lose so much hope, that you don't even see that God will always love you more than anyone else? Yeah,maybe i'm directing this at one person, maybe to a few. but there's only this few that walked through for 10 full years with me in mg that i remember of. so if it's you, yeah. i'm talking about you.
We're all in different schools now. We're all so busy. it's impossible to have even a talk.So i can only say, trust in the Lord and lean not on your own understanding.

tre arty
@ 12:39 PM|





Dear Andy,

I don't like barbie doll hair! i like baby's hair. Like, soft, smooth. Not plastic and weird-textured. I think i got infuenced by Jet's 'Are you gonna be my girl' cause they do mention hair inside. TEEHEE:] and i've been thinking too much about dying my hair.

Maybe after the exams and after i get a hair cut? Yesterday i swept my hair to the side! Therefore, i've said buhhbyee to BANGS. It kind of looks weird though.. cause i didn't go cut it to make the shape. Oh well, i had fun with bangs while it lasted..haha..

Did i mention that i love Mr.brightside? How that's the only song that can make me go crazy singing it when i go KTV with my family( i'm oddly prim and proper with my family. Die die try also cannot get high. don't know why. haha).

Ok. Let me spill out the truth. I am in a state of utter confusion at the moment. I cannot figure out if i should be happy or not that it's CNY on valentine's day.
1. I don't have a date
2. But i can get ang baos
3. But the ang baos come from busybody relatives that keep asking about your lives like papparazzi
4. You don't get chocolates if you opt for ang bao! (no, i don't count those stupid chocolate coins as ang baos. it's disgusting.)
5.I spent 18 years of CNY already! but i've never had a date on valentine's day( or a date, on any other day for that matter..)
6. I really think it's because of what i prayed to God about, and indeed, God answers all prayers o.o

Heh. For number 6 what happened is i've been praying to God that i won't exactly open my eyes to the fact that i'm single, if i'm not at the ideal weight i want to be in. Somehow i just feel that if in scenario 1 where i do not have anyone i currently like, then i might as well wait till i lose weight so i can look for better fish (you need to improve yourself if your standards are high, you know..) and it works for scenario 2 which is when you already like somebody, you can change yourself for the benefits of the other party.

So indeed, lesson learned, pray more specifically. This post is so superficial o.o yet it's really all in my head. EWWW!! i'm so superficial >.<

tre arty
@ 12:16 PM|


Friday, January 29, 2010


Dear Andy,

I Love you. And because i do, i've learnt to love your flaws more than your talents. Not because we do the wildest things, but because even if we remained silent, i'd still want it to last forever. I love everything about you. I love the way you do your hair, how your hand and mine seems to fit perfectly. I love that sudden flicker of shock in your face when i almost trip, before we both burst out laughing. I love how no matter how oddly mismatched i look, you would still walk proudly beside me and squeeze my hand tightly. I love how you seem to slowly love the same things as i do, and vice versa. Where are you my secret valentine?

Oh well, maybe i'll get to say these things next year...

tre arty
@ 7:03 PM|


Wednesday, January 27, 2010


Dear Andy,

MAD MAD ME. i'm blogging like mad? I've excitedly gotten my screwed phone back. and i vow i'll treat it wayyyy better now:[ It hurts to use a phone you can't really tell time with. a phone with no camera function. Dang. a phone that you cannot rely to tell you when you've missed an important call efficiently. that is one toy phone eh? I thought they'd fix the middle button back for me. turns out it's still. not.fixed. therefore i'm thinking of doing it myself. like, i'm going to stick it with UHU. will it screw up o.o i'd better ask mumzies first...

Today my love revelation scared me. I've concluded that some guys are not very human. I was asking X if she were a guy, aged 28, dating some he met while clubbing, let's say, 3 years ago. then one day he decides he needs to get married. His mum had this prim and proper girl in mind for him. So he breaks up with his girlfriend of 3 years to be with this 'guai' girl. So i asked x, would guys do that? And she told me that, the truth is, guys don't take girls they know from clubs seriously. and i'm left asking myself, In this whole relationship equation, where does love stand? Honestly, no matter where you've met your other half, that person has feelings and she ought to be taken seriously right?

Today i resisted the fried chicken wings that were calling for me at the pasar malam:] i opted for the steamed peanuts! YAY! I still got something, but it's a healthier choice? Now we're even. Strike out stupid sausage prata i had for breakfast:P

tre arty
@ 10:22 PM|





Dear Andy,

Eh i feel stressed out. I feel like i only blogg when i'm stressed out o.o SHHHHHH EEEE TTTTT. I'm getting stressed out because i'm full. and full= yesterday's oily food + today's breakfast = FATS. I FEEL EVER SO FAT. i need to be more inspired to lose weight. UGHHH...

tre arty
@ 9:00 AM|


Tuesday, January 26, 2010


Dear Andy,

Yesterday some guy took drugs in school.. We were getting ready for our presentation when we received news and we sort of all rushed out of the classroom. By the time we reached the hallway there was already a crowd of people there. Half of them were looking for the druggy, while the other half was cluelessly waiting for their lecture to start. So the girls in my class KPO-ly walked from Block D all the way to Block A. We almost wanted to give up the 'hunt' when i suddenly spotted this dude that was looking really sick beside the plantations ( He started to puke!! EWW). and there was this lecturer standing quite a distance from him. The first thing that came to my mind was how funny it was the the crowd was at the other side while he's at a corner o.o hmm.. haha.. yeah anyways we went into the nearby girl's toilet for a while. When we came out there were security guards surrounding him and he wanted to retailiate but ended up fainting. sheesh. so dramatic:D

Went to Toa Payoh's Pasar malam just now with mefline. Haha... Went her house to get money before that. I saw her cat! so cute... her cat's so obedient. Like, so obedient. It's so touching to know that she cares for pets like her own kids. Made me think back about when i had pets, and how my hamsters weren't exactly loved by me, more like by my maid o.o after pigging out with mefline, i officially feel FATTER. oh man.

tre arty
@ 10:21 AM|


Friday, January 15, 2010


Dear Andy,

Oh God my pillar of strength, Help me. Shield me from the hurts of the world. Wrap me with love. Speak to me with assurance. That everything will be alright.

You'll lift me up:] You never fail to do so..

tre arty
@ 11:45 PM|





Dear Andy,

Did you know that weddings vows are not as cliche as Till death do us part...? Well, as in, you could choose to write your own vows and indeed, it'll be such a unique vow that people are taking if they're self-written. Like a contract spoken out, to bond two people for eternity. I wish i could fill my wedding vows like a medley, a combination of all the lyrics from his and my favourite love songs. And we would make it flow to form a story. Our love story. Then i'd never add till death do us part. Because we will meet again when we're both called home to be with the Lord, we will both sit in heavenly places in the gates of heaven, where we will be together for eternity.

My favourite line from Asher Book's song 'Try' is Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready

Last time my mother would say that getting into a relationship will affect my studies and stuff. But if your special somebody loved you, would they let their other halves do badly in their studies just because they wanted to date? Now that i've grown that little much more, i've noticed so much more. Like how that saying is just being outright selfish. How they would do work with you. Because as long as they're together, it doesn't matter what they're doing,no?

It's all about changing for one another.

At least i think so. Oh yeah. Just great. don't know why my mum just had an ultimate fit and is super angry:[ better go see..

tre arty
@ 8:10 PM|


Sunday, January 10, 2010


Dear Andy,

The last time i've had a tiramisu was when i was in primary school. It was one made by my aunty. And i could remember that when you placed this desert on your tongue the first thing that you would taste was the cream. Next the coffee will slowly start to take over the cream taste. Not overpoweringly, but slowly. Finally when you've swallowed both tastes would be left lingering on your tastebuds and you can't help but want more.

Why haven't I had more than? For some reason, whenever i see tiramisu, I'll end up choosing the chocolate cake that looked a lot higher, a lot more desirable at that moment. I finally realised that in my heart i had struck the tiramisu off. Not giving it a chance back into my life. I had forgotten that the tiramisu has a respectable placing as well. The best tasting italian desert, if you googled it a few years ago, lots of definitions of its meaning will come up. Some are " carry me up"," pick me up" or " lift me up" but yet if you googled it today, most websites tell you it's a desert. And not the meaning of its name.

It's time to let the tiramisu earn it's place back in my heart.

tre arty
@ 11:54 AM|


Monday, January 4, 2010


Dear Andy,

tre arty
@ 9:46 PM|





Dear Andy,

Here's a fact. When you talk about primary school science, the only thing i can remember is the solar system, because it was my favourite topic. and it still is something i find quite intriguing. hahaha....

tre arty
@ 12:06 AM|


Sunday, January 3, 2010


Dear Andy,

HAPPY YEAR 2010! Yeah so happy man so happy i'm at home on the 3rd day of the new year doing, well, projects. BEING EIGHTEEN in 2010 ( well, not really 18 yet.), i would like to say i've been dreaming about my birthday like as if i'm turning 21. Like, the evil side of me is waiting to pounce out or something ( no joke. ). I've been thinking about going drinking, going overseas, stepping into a club, all kinds of rebel stuff i know i might not feel comfortable doing, but just want to do it for the sake of me being ABLE to do it now that i'm legal ( well, as of 8th May, that is).

Last year really ended well with many people falling in love. Yeap, many fell in love. And what better way to start the new year than coughing up that one of my 2009 resolutions was to get into a relationship?!?! Haha.. i laugh when i think of it now because this year it's not on the list. I think maybe it'll get back on next year, i don't know. But this year, i've got to aim straight up ahead and just walk with Jesus every step of the way. Don't really want a BGR now:)

Well, i stated that i wanted to lose 15kg. Sadly i only lost 11kg. But good try no? Missed it by 4kg. I'm sure i'll be able to lose 10kg this year:] plenty of fats for me to lose:)

Ok i don't really remember the rest but last year was really a happy happy year for me. Being a chrisitian must have been the happiest thing i've done. And this year will be EVEN BETTER. Trust in him and he will speak visions into our lives. But we ourselves must take that step forward no matter what, so that those visions become reality.

I used to laugh if people told me they wanted to do something and i thought it was too overrated and impossible. Yet, now i look back and think how childish i used to be. Nothing is impossible. NOTHING:]

tre arty
@ 3:57 PM|