Monday, February 1, 2010


Dear Andy,

Why am i awake at 4am!>.< no, i'm not entertaining these thoughts. go away. I hate the fact that we're friends but you bring me down so easily. I hate the fact that i feel like i'm constantly lost in this maze where i can't seem to find the answer when it comes to you. I hate the fact that you always complain but never share the joy. i hate the fact that i know you're unhappy when you talk to me, but know you're happy because you're missing in action. Yeah. that's how i'm feeling. i wish i could tell you this straight in your face. but i know you enough to know that no, you're not going to listen. and you're not going to change. telling you this will just mark the end of our friendship. so, should i? maybe if it did end, it'll benefit both parties..

i don't think i'll be feeling so insecure if you didn't pour that out. Yeah. sometimes when you say some general comments about how you treat your friends TO your friends, it's called too much info.

friend trouble is worst than boy trouble.come to think of it, i haven't got boy trouble yet. oh man.. i'm sure it can't get worst than this.sigh* hate it when i've got inner-conflict.

tre arty
@ 4:05 AM|