Saturday, January 30, 2010


Dear Andy,

I don't like barbie doll hair! i like baby's hair. Like, soft, smooth. Not plastic and weird-textured. I think i got infuenced by Jet's 'Are you gonna be my girl' cause they do mention hair inside. TEEHEE:] and i've been thinking too much about dying my hair.

Maybe after the exams and after i get a hair cut? Yesterday i swept my hair to the side! Therefore, i've said buhhbyee to BANGS. It kind of looks weird though.. cause i didn't go cut it to make the shape. Oh well, i had fun with bangs while it lasted..haha..

Did i mention that i love Mr.brightside? How that's the only song that can make me go crazy singing it when i go KTV with my family( i'm oddly prim and proper with my family. Die die try also cannot get high. don't know why. haha).

Ok. Let me spill out the truth. I am in a state of utter confusion at the moment. I cannot figure out if i should be happy or not that it's CNY on valentine's day.
1. I don't have a date
2. But i can get ang baos
3. But the ang baos come from busybody relatives that keep asking about your lives like papparazzi
4. You don't get chocolates if you opt for ang bao! (no, i don't count those stupid chocolate coins as ang baos. it's disgusting.)
5.I spent 18 years of CNY already! but i've never had a date on valentine's day( or a date, on any other day for that matter..)
6. I really think it's because of what i prayed to God about, and indeed, God answers all prayers o.o

Heh. For number 6 what happened is i've been praying to God that i won't exactly open my eyes to the fact that i'm single, if i'm not at the ideal weight i want to be in. Somehow i just feel that if in scenario 1 where i do not have anyone i currently like, then i might as well wait till i lose weight so i can look for better fish (you need to improve yourself if your standards are high, you know..) and it works for scenario 2 which is when you already like somebody, you can change yourself for the benefits of the other party.

So indeed, lesson learned, pray more specifically. This post is so superficial o.o yet it's really all in my head. EWWW!! i'm so superficial >.<

tre arty
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