Monday, December 28, 2009


Dear Andy,

My brother is a joke. He went to his room, took off his shirt, came out with the shirt hanging over his shoulder, then continued to play his game. Then when he heard my sister unlocking the door, he said," HUH! Zhu-rie's back!" Then ran into the bathroom cause he wanted to bathe before her. Did i mention that he's 10 years older than me? haha... love him to bits. So full of crap..

Christmas was great! Received so many wonderful presents. It seemed like God's way of saying,"You have been a better girl this year." And indeed i'm being thankful for the littlest things. And as we're about to receive the new year, I just have so many resolutions. So many areas to change in. I am truly grateful for the people God has planted into my life, people that have sown seeds into my life. Especially my church friends and val. You have no idea how grateful i am to have val as a classmate. Having only 3 christians in class, inclusive of myself, it is just so tiring sometimes to know you're for god, while the rest are either against god, or whatever. Yet whenever val shares with me some things about christianity, i feel that i'm not alone. There is someone who's a common friend with God:]

I'm so excited for wednesday. Hope my plan doesn't fall through.

tre arty
@ 12:18 AM|


Sunday, December 20, 2009


Dear Andy,

Candlelight Service yesterday! It was really really romantic as the whole place began to light up. Sun was also back! Pam asked me to follow her to the toilet before service. we ended up going to the conference room side and saw this whole red carpet with lots of people surrounding it. she looked so pretty. And she hugged the people infront of me>.< I think i was star struck. haha.... Anyways, when the candles started to light up the whole church there was this romantic atmosphere that really reminded me. Did I ever light up the flame in someone's life this year? Did i make a difference in someone's life? Because we just need to work together and try our best. As long as we touched one person, there can be a chain where that person you touched can touch the lives of another and so on so forth.

Did you make a difference this year?

tre arty
@ 12:54 PM|


Thursday, December 17, 2009


Dear Andy,

So currently i have noooo ideaaa what time class starts. Everyone has different timings in their mind! mine's at 2 but apparently some said 3. i really have no clue. So i decided to blog about my fats. No, kidding:D Such random ramblings from me. I mean it without the comma actually. So yeah. At first i decided that there was nooo wayy i'll ever lose 10 kg within this year because last year i lost 11kg, by... I FORGOT. Maybe i just starved myself i don't really remember. Then i remembered that there's this brilliant thing at home that was recently installed in my house. Wii. It's going to be my savior-weight wise( i think.). Seriously you have nooo idea how that thing makes your arms hurts after a few games of swinging at the baseball bat.

Talking about swinging the baseball bat i got owned by my brother big time. We played baseball and it was 15-0. 15!!! Freak luhhh.. It's like the stupid game none of us understood as Kas' house.Like, even kas doesn't get it. Ok i don't feel like blogging anymore. buhhbyee.

tre arty
@ 10:28 AM|





Dear Andy,

Indeed, prayer does wonders.

I can officially say i'm single. Because you no longer hold my heart captive. And just, in a sleepless night, so many things happened. Thank God. Thank God.

tre arty
@ 7:13 AM|


Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Dear Andy,

This is me blogging at 1.30am despite needing to wake up at 6 am because i'm about to burst and really needed to rant.

Stop talking to me like i'm a fool. As much as i may seem blur, sometimes i'm a lot more than that. Don't always think you make the most sense. You didn't have much of a success story to tell, yet there was a lot of boasting. Hello? It's like pointing a gun at your head telling me how dangerous it is...

I wish how i could tell you how i really felt about you all this while. But the impression is so bad you might breakdown.

The reason why i always say people are too self-centred, is because i spent most of my times trying to think for others, yet it's never enough or not appreciated, although i could have just been selfish and think all about myself( like, this post.)

Because there is freedom of speech for everyone in this country. Yeah right. Whenever someone says something like that it is after they say something offensive and i always feel like really giving them a piece of my mind.

I hope you realise one day that you're my friend, not my mother. Cause you sure nag /complain like one.

When you called me just now, i really didn't feel like picking up your call. Because if you've never noticed, you are always the one doing the complaining,calling me up to complain. Truely, when i need to complain, i never go to you. Cause it's like, will i actually have a chance to say my piece?

Did you notice that your views are so contradicting, i have no comments?

I'm going to settle this with you. We need to talk this out. Seriously.

I need to write my new year's resolution. I really do.

there. what's currently running through my head. Sleep now!

tre arty
@ 1:13 AM|


Monday, December 14, 2009


Dear Andy,

Today my eldest brother said that i was stupid while we in the car. He said i was the type that will always have a problem in my studies because i will die die memorize and not understand. And out of all the stuff that happened today, that one really hurt. Some people never realise how much words can hurt others do they? Can't wait for my second brother to be back. He's really like, the most grateful person to ever be in my life. Without him ( other than God luhh), i really would have been a lot worse than i am today. Why are my siblings so different?o.o

I made lots of new friends today! There was jerry,meiyi,keith,kenny, wee teck, marcus, and who knows who else... can't name all...

And today i was proud to say i did it. I got asked the same question 2 days in a row. Yesterday i hesitated. Today my answer was outright and straight. And you know what, i'm totally over it and when i answered this question there was a different sort of happiness filled in me. A sense of relief :D

I hope you're okay. super worried for you... what's going on with everyone man...

tre arty
@ 12:25 AM|


Sunday, December 13, 2009


Dear Andy,

I was slightly down today. Cause i kept thinking about what someone and i were talking about yesterday.. Then you had to ask me about something else. Then i just really couldn't even smile. Troubled enough.

Singlehood is the best gift God has given me so far. When it's time, it's time. But not yet. It's nowhere near. Because i'm too happy being single. Indeed, you envy the happy moments. But every couple has their downs, no?

How do guys think? Or maybe i'm just weird. Knowing the problem may make you become less uncomfortable around me, but it makes me more uncomfortable around you. Like, maybe cause you took this to heart in the first place.

tre arty
@ 12:27 AM|


Friday, December 11, 2009


Dear Andy,

I'm tired. I don't care anymore. I hate it when i'm so sensitive when i read my friend's blogs and let my thoughts run wild and think that bad person they're talking about is me. i'm throwing in the towel. do whatever i'm tired.

tre arty
@ 11:50 PM|


Thursday, December 10, 2009


Dear Andy,

Today Zimmer and Renee was asking me why i became a Christian. And to be honest, i used to be on that side of the fence 3 years ago, before i began to open up to his word. I used to think religion was bullshit and that when we died, our souls would get vaccuumed into the black hole or something. But now i have an answer. Because i felt the presence of the Holy Spirit. Because when He speaks, He speaks with wisdom and power. He gives me a direction. He gives me hope. He assures me that i'm never alone.

Let's take an example. Some people tend to always have to be in a relationship( boy-girl). It's like they cannot be single. They HAVE to be in a relationship. That's due to their insecurities, they need someone to rely on. They have no direction. They need someone to guide them. When they break up, they fall apart, feel depressed, lose themselves. And that's only cause there isn't a person physically beside them letting them feel warm, comforted and not alone.
Yet, the Lord manages to let us feel His presence through the holy spirit. He doesn't need to be physically seen but he can assure us that we are never alone. If your boyfriend went to study for 3 years, chances are, you'd break up, no? See the difference?

The perspective of some are just different from others. I love to debate over stuff. Because a friendly debate brings the views of everyone on the table. At the end of the day, you do not have to come to an agreeing term that someone has won. Yet, you can respect that each person's point of view makes a tad more sense than you thought. Wala, with that friendly debate, you just got to know your friends a little more, know their views and bond a little more.

tre arty
@ 11:42 PM|





Dear Andy,

Noticed something recently. Some people around me are so full of themselves. They complain about how their life sucks half of the time. We don't meet up because it's not to their convenience. They never seem to be free enough when i want to complain.Wake up people! The world doesn't revolve around YOU! Your misery is that mental state of mind caused by your self-inflicted sufferings. You'll be a lot happier if you could just let go about how your life currently sucks. Nobody's life doesn't suck. Others just know how to look at the big picture and appreciate stuff. You? Live in your cloud and emo. At least try looking out of the window and pity that blade of grass that's standing out in the rain while you're under a roof. Think happy thoughts. Don't just say that's just you,deal with it. NO. YOU DEAL WITH IT. The world is not going to deal with you!

How can some people grow up so pretty! As in, be pretty as a baby and still look pretty when they grow up o.o Why am i so random. Ok i'm done ranting.

tre arty
@ 8:06 PM|


Sunday, December 6, 2009


Dear Andy,

I'm really upset right now. So many reasons. My heart hurts so badly. My heart is like, i don't know.squished.

tre arty
@ 10:52 AM|


Wednesday, December 2, 2009


Dear Andy,

I've got your face playing over and over in my head. That smile. That smile with that dimple( ok i can't remember if the dimple was a halluncination. i just tend to dig dimples ok?!).. and you look like average joe. or, more to loser side. yet when you smile, indescribable. You didn't need to be perfect. You just needed to smile:]

tre arty
@ 3:59 PM|


Tuesday, December 1, 2009


Dear Andy,

Haha..... Video called Jaden yesterday. He looks funny with a hairband?? Somehow i think we should have done a survey on the approximate percentage of guys that wear hairbands at home. Nowadays guys want to keep long hair and stuff, yet they themselves find it slightly annoying sometimes. Where's the logic in that o.o oh well.. I wanted to upload the picture but i'm not home. will put it up next time i've got time to blog:] maybe at night or something.i can put my spastic-looking second brother's one too.muahahahaha...

Last weekend i had standard chartered! Super tired man. THE RUN IS NEXT WEEK. AND I WAS VOLUNTEERING. stop asking how was the run man. sheeeesh. Did i look so deceivingly active? like, seriously man. hahaha.. yeah, I met many new friends. I think they sort of thought i was crazy.. oh wells... Quite a few friends luh. Their names are: Liyan, Irene, Seren,Zhimin, Benji and Nicholas. Yeshh!! i remembered their names:] not bad uhh..hahaha...

yeah okay. choir audition later. super nervous/excited. oh well....i hope i'll do well...

tre arty
@ 8:30 AM|