Wednesday, October 21, 2009


Dear Andy,

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar you know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

I love this song but if it happens in real life i might just dieee..Scary stuff man. I am so glad i'm single. I am so glad i'm single. I'm so glad i'm single. I'm not going to be attached anytime soon. ?NO WAYYYYY...ahhhhh!!


tre arty
@ 10:02 PM|


Tuesday, October 20, 2009


Dear Andy,

Happy birthday joanne lim sze yee!!
I've known you since we were 8. You tied your hair in two pony tails and wore glasses. We were in swimming CCA and you were quite tanned? That's how I remembered you when you were young.If you didn't look like that maybe i remembered the wrong girl o.o After knowing you for 9 years i must say i never really knew you. More because humans are ever so changing in character and personality, unless i lived with you, i never really knew you. But there's one thing i know. I know that i'll always love you as a dearest friend in my heart. My mei, my friend, the person i would call and burst out crying to ( If I do want to,that is..) especially in sec 2. That's how important you are to me. And in this seventeen years of your life, I hope you know that, otherthan your family, you have impacted my life one way or another. And i hope that i will too, one way or another as we continue to watch each other grow:D
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Currently i'm having Software applications. I've got one word for it. BORING! And i can't stand the fact that i feel like she's a replica of my previous statistics tutor that i labelled "ntuc lady" mainly cause she dressed like the cashiers at ntuc. I would say the current one in front would be the slightly better dressed AMK hub ntuc cashier. Ahh.. so mean. I feel like there's a need to repent o.o Ok. Don't be mean, clare. Don't be mean.
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Patience is the current "skill" I need to pick up. I feel there's a need to know how to wait on/for people as a 'practise' to wait on the Lord. Don't ya think so? It's like how we should love people fervently and love God wholeheartedly... If we learn to wait on people(serving..? in a way..) by putting them first, we will, therefore, naturally wait on the Lord more. Especially if we're waiting on our 2nd family, church friends. Because when we're waiting on them, we tend to also be fellowshipping!
I think i should so give my cellgroup leader my blog address. In case my point of view is slightly wrong.. hurhur..
These few last weeks of the school holidays has really been a whole testimony filled with how true the verse " I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" really is. It is not by my will but by his that I can accomplish so much. More on the sports section recently, i must say. Sunday I rollerbladed!! I'm halfway there. Yesterday i went swimming and surprisingly, i did 15 laps without stopping. I hardly ever do 2 in the first place. Usually I would really just, play with the water. New accomplishments. New Goals. The word "New" had turned into a Goal. To do all things new. The only thing we need to wait on is people and the Lord. Never wait to do a task. Because if we do, we procrastinate. And that's me. Procrastinating had been such a common word in my dictionary, my new commonly used words shall be " New" and " Change".
Today there won't be a bible verse. Cause, I'm in school and the bible is not with me?! Hahahaha...
Let's keep running
For tomorrow
For out future
To become a shining light under the sun
I need to find more inspirational things to keep me going. Maybe i'll start praying more..


tre arty
@ 8:47 AM|


Friday, October 16, 2009


Dear Andy,

INSPIRED.
You don't have to know what I'm inspired to do. You just have to know that God sparked me with an inspiration to do better. To really start living by the vision of my secondary school which is ," To be Godly women of exellence with a heart of love." And indeed the cycle for a new beginning has just begun and we should live life like we just got born again. Being hardworking, humble, honest,hospitable and honouring the Lord in whatever we do. Despite the setback i just had of a totally unproductive day attempting to study at macs, i will stumble on my feet, but i will not fall. Because God will give me a hand. He will make sure that I can get up no matter what.

So why are we worried of how others think of us than what God thinks of us? Afterall, in the end of the day, we are all God's children. We are brothers and sisters. And he loves all of us. So we should love our neighbours too, no?

"For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness, and their sins and their lawless deeds I will remember no more."- Hebrews 8:12

Sometimes i asked myself. Why do people set up blogs? Why do i have blogs? Last time my blog was my device to speak my mind. To complain about all the unhappiness i had with the people around me. Now i've realised the difference between the old me and the new me. My blog still speaks my mind. Just that now, I've changed. I don't think of how others can be better. Instead i ask myself. How can i be better? Some people blog about every single minute, hour, second of their lives on their blog. Some just rant. Some just summarizes the week for others. I have decided to use part of my blog to record my walk with God. Part of it to summarize my week. Anyhow i want to make this blog more meaningful. Everything else more meaningful. Because " Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with your might; for there is no work or device of knowledge or wisdom in the grave where you are going"-Eccelesiastes 9:10 Yes, there is eternal life. But you only get to live on this earth once. So why not live to the fullest and glorify God? Our whole life is an OPPORTUNITY. It is an opportunity to shine in a stage audition. God is our dance cheorographer and our aim is a scholarship( Heaven). Do we fool around and eat to our heart's content? Or do we listen to our cheorographer? We know we have the talents, we have the skills. All we need to do is follow His will and not our own. Because he, has a dance for us. A dance that's unique and different. Perfect only for ourselves and no one else. Because he knows that no one can do it better than us. He trusts us. But. Do we trust him?


tre arty
@ 8:24 PM|


Friday, October 9, 2009


Dear Andy,

"True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes."

The above quote is oh so true. Enough said. Detailed update in a few days. I'm tired..


tre arty
@ 11:03 PM|


Tuesday, October 6, 2009


Dear Andy,

A person changes their perspective on things after a while.. A few days ago, I discovered the greatness of singlehood. The feeling. Is. Just.Great. Hahaha.. Ok I don't feel like mentioning what happened. It's just that under that situation i started to panic. Which means, I'm not actually ready for a relationship yet:) What Pastor said last saturday made a lot of sense. Some people live happier being single. So scary, if i was or marriageable age,but i'm no where near! So I'll start panicking if was 26 and still no boyfriend! NOTE: The age 26 is used because my sister is 26. Hahaha...

Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free -John8:32


tre arty
@ 1:06 PM|





Dear Andy,

Well, yesterday( monday) I went over to Grace's house to learn how to cycle. NOT BAD RIGHTTT!! ME! LEARN! Ok. Anyone who hears that I don't know how to cycle would get a shock and start bombarding me with questions especially since I used to live in a bungalow.. Well, nothing strange! Just that.. no one was there to teach me how to ride on I guess...

I was telling Grace that i felt like today was like me pressing rewind and replay.. Cause i kept trying to get on the bike and then when i fail i'll reverse back to the same spot and try again. After that we went to the nearby playground and sat on the swing. Thus, the same back and forth motion. Haha.. Quite lame luhh i know...

I'm pretty determined to master cycling this wednesday at east coast park. I WILL KNOW HOW TO CYCLE. I WILL.I WILL.I WILL! So for the last 2 weeks of my holidays, I have decided to:
1. Master the skill of cycling
2. Improve photography skills
3.Eat less
4.Walk more

Yup~~! That's about it i guess.. I am a Youth Olympic Game Volunteer and a Chingay 2010 volunteer!! The schedule's going to be busy but with God's strength i will be able to make it! I decided to post a verse that intrigued me from the bible whenever i update my blog. So that i'll have to look through the bible whenever i post. Thus i'll be reading the bible more!:)

Now i plead with you, brethren, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that you all speak the same thing, and that there are no divisions among you, but that you may be perfectly joined together in the same mind and in the same judgement - 1 Corinthians 1:10



tre arty
@ 12:20 AM|


Saturday, October 3, 2009


Dear Andy,










Apparently they're glasses....

Ayo...sebas and bernard...act cute ah?
FRIDAY. Went to meet grace for lunch. Ate Swensons. GUILTY PLEASURE.ughhh.. Headed down to punggol park from holland v. I am an idiot. I mean, i sort of assumed that punggol park was at punggol right( is it spelled with 1 g or 2gs?)? BUT. I called Nelson when i reached punggol interchange he was like,"What are you doing at punggol mrt?! You're suppose to take to Hougang la!!" Perfect example of how i hate a place is not where it's suppose to be. Come on!! There's a few mrt stations between pungol and hougang okk!!

played lots of stuff..
I had a great time being chased around as we played police and thief? I used to call it freeze and melt. Have no idea when it changed. Our cellgroup celebrated mooncake festival together!! It was pretty good overall.. I still can't believe that bernard and siak hong cooked the food. It's just, shocking. BECAUSE. It actually tasted quite good. shocked* HAHAHA..

Well, many new friends came. There was xiewei( he's not a new friend. i think he came to church earlier..? don't know.still confused about this one.) ,Jesse,Angel,Darren, Jennifer and June. And I was super shocked to get a call from Sebastian? I would assume he wasn't coming.. O's so near and stuff. Great talking to him though...

VEHH HAPPY!!:D I am still fascinated with the effects i can do with my camera. HURRAY TO THAT!!

I have a secret to tell. Just now when I was taking bus on the way to meet grace i checked out a girl o.o HAHAHA.. I saw this girl and just got convinced that she's the perfect sort of girlfriend( FOR A GUY DUH. I'm not being gay.) that any guy would have. Just from her dressing and her hair. I don't know. Clare. You.Crazy.Girl. Go back to checking out guys.seriously.sheeesh...


tre arty
@ 1:08 AM|


Thursday, October 1, 2009


Dear Andy,



People are always changing. Changing ever so quickly. Yet, we can't say,"STOP CHANGING" can we? What would you do if your friend changed for the worst? Would you continue being there for them?

Situations get messy sometimes. Sometimes it isn't about if you want to be there for them. It's if they want you to be there for them. If they reject your gesture as your friend, do you back off? Or do you perservere, bent on making them spill the beans and cleaving onto this friendship?

There's one thing I've learnt from good and bad friendships. Don't let a bad relationship with a friend wear you out. Out there, there are more people you can rely on and more people that want to rely on you. Let your friends influence you in a good way, but never bring you down. Because a true friend would never try to bring their friends down. Even if they were falling of a cliff, I really doubt they'd pull their best friend down with them...


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It's Children's Day today! A little hard to believe actually! I've gained a new goal today. Somehow i want to be more like how i used to be as a kid. I would be so determined and competitive( ask anyone now and they'll tell you clarissa,determined and competitive are not words that go together), it'll be... hard to believe.

It's time to go back to the basics. Be a kid again. When everything is just as it's seen. America's next top model now...BAIIII...




tre arty
@ 12:49 PM|