Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Dear Andy,
I decided that i have to start learning how to take light graffiti shots. So my aim is to sort of develop a skill. Which is photography. Why? Cause clarissa loo has a DSLR nesting comfortably in its bag, just right beside her bed. Yet, the truth is, she really doesn't know how to take nice pictures with it. Time to learn clare! Do it while you still have time.
Had a great time..Yesterday was spent baking at joanne's house. Fabian,Joanne and I. Why does it feel like i did the most..? Oh well...It turned out better than i expected actually. The icing was peachy orange in colour..Not bad actually! Today was spent playing Guitar Hero 5!!! LP,Joanne and Fabian came over to my place and we played the newly bought 82 bucks worth game. Honestly.I'm super happy that i bought it for 82 bucks. Everywhere else seems to sell it so expensive..
Blog another time. So tired!
tre arty
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10:22 PM|
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Dear Andy,
The message Pastor Kong shared today was good! Let's be maximized women!!
Thank you so much.Just, thank you.
tre arty
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12:28 AM|
Friday, September 25, 2009
Dear Andy,
I MISS YORK YING AND LOVE YORK YING SO MUCH! There! Nicely Capsed and red for you yy! haha..
Today was a pretty boring day i guess... I MEAN,WHERE'D ALL MY FRIENDS GO? *EMOS* TEEHEE:D Kidding.. Well, Pang and Cassie couldn't make it to my house cause Cassie hasn't completed painting Emma's Glass something. Don't know what, since i've never been to Emma's new house i have no idea what she's referring to.. Grace had to run some errands so she couldn't make it and since it was going to be LP and I only, we cancelled:( Felt super slacky today anyways..
Later i'm going to take a stroll to get my concession and think through a few things. You know what? I like being single afterall. There's a certain peacefulness to it. And I've always got God with me right? So yeahh..cause whenever i'm walking alone, that's when i hear the Holy Spirit really speak to me. Magical in that sense. If i'm attached, it'll end up being more time with boyfriend less time with God isn't it..
Anyways, I'm very KPO seriously. cause Nelson put "prettiest friend" for his msn display message and i went to ask him," who is your prettiest friend!" and what not? It's a song by Jason Mraz. How can i not know this song. very niceee... Other songs i've been hooked on this week includes 1234 and mushaboom by Feist( Who is she? How come i've never heard of her until (500) Days of Summer!!) and the airplane song by Scouting for Girls.
If i counted by percentage i would say I already got over it by 45%. So I've got 55% more to go. Now I just want to try the hardest to reach my goals. I'm so sorry that you'll never know about it. But i don't ever plan to let you know... This is a secret that only God and I know:] Maybe when i've reached my goal i'll share it:)
tre arty
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6:45 PM|
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Dear Andy,
Fried Rice.TEEHEE:D
Noel and Fabian.
Jo and Noel
Pictures! TOTALLY BLUR! Today i sort of made a new friend. His name is Noel, he is joanne and fabian's ex-classmate( considered ex already right?) and GUESS WHATTT. I just discovered that he's from CityHarvest too!! Well, what's new right? There are like, 27000 people going to the same church as me what are the odds that we're both from AN zone right? Ok luh. now that Cate's a zone supervisor i'm in CL zone now.. oh well.. But he's from Gideon's cellgroup! so shocked.hahaha.. okkk.. anyways today:
We ate Seoul Garden! tried all kinds of weird things.. no idea what got into me recently. keep playing with food. Anyways the fried rice tasted quite good luhh!! Went to Pasir Ris beach after that and the park WEEE!! I LOVE SWINGS AND PARKS!! FUN!!!!
really want to blog more, but very tired! Shall go and sleep! blog another day!
tre arty
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9:14 PM|
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Dear Andy,
I video called someone just now!! Considered yesterday actually! SOOO FUNNYYY!!! Will post up pictures tomorrow! TEEHEE:D He didn't know that i printed screen then when i said," OMG!I HAVE TO PUT THIS ON FACEBOOK" he had the taken-by-surprise expression followed by a " you dare! you put up i slap u" .TEEHEE:D i need to cut my face out cause i suck at using paint and i got too excited i pressed print screen too many times so there's some sort of error. Oh well:p Ughh..why am i awake? ok good night. shall elaborate tomorrow..
tre arty
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2:09 AM|
Monday, September 21, 2009
Dear Andy,
AND WE GO BOOM DYNAMITE AND WE GO BOOM DYNAMITE AND WE GO TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK BOOM DYNAMITE...
Today i actually felt uber motivated to tidy up my room. yet my mum insisted that i went swimming with my niece and nephew. NOT ALLOWED TO BLAME ME IF I DON'T FEEL LIKE PACKING AGAIN.NONO. I hate packing and it's so difficult to actually want to pack. oh well...
I've got a secret to tell you. I___ ___ ___ _____. At least i think i don't. Ok too bad you guys can go fill in the blanks..I have to keep some stuff secret nowadays. After the hot pig thing( oh wait, it seems like it just started. scary friends.), keep stuff quiet.
BTW, my sister won tickets for the jacky cheung and ah mei concert. She submitted some video clip of her singing "one night in beijing"( the high-pitched-opera-like-woman-voice part of the song) and well, she got tickets. WOW. It's like, how lucky is it for her since jacky cheung is like her favourite male singer and ah mei is her favourite female singer.Lucky to the max that they decide to have the f1 concert together?
Let's see plans for this week.
tomorrow: doctor's with elaine, evening walk( hopefully) with poly clique
wednesday: seoul garden with joanne,fabian,jaden ( oh yayy..so excited to get fattt:( I'm trying to lose weight have to stop going for these things..)
thursday:sentosa and phone repair( finally.i finally found my warranty..)
friday: guitar heroes at my place!
tre arty
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8:16 PM|
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Dear Andy,
Today i managed to tear while typing something out. Not under the influence of some drama i just watched or something. Honestly, it's affecting me much more than i expected. Because it hurts. I'm going to bury it in my heart but i don't think i'll ever shake it off from my head. God, what do i do? What am i suppose to do? Please,tell me.
tre arty
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1:40 AM|
Friday, September 18, 2009
Dear Andy,
Yesterday was a VERY TIRING day.. Met up with Cheryl and went to Sentosa at 10 a.m. I feel so sua ku! Never went into sentosa like that before since my mom would drive me in most of the time. Oh, the convenience. We got super super excited when we saw the construction site for Resorts World cause the rollar coaster track thingy was already there and it looks crazy( shocking for something like that to be in singapore,at least.) and we're going hyper thinking about how we get to ride it next year:D Well, we got half an hour's worth of sun before a slight drizzle right after the rest came. So all together there were 8 of us. Cheryl, me, Renee,Yilei,Kenneth Lim & Chong, Jj and zimmer. Oh well...Renee and Yilei was gonna bring all of us to watch Songs of the Sea! Sadly, Sou and I had to leave. Anyways, i wanted to go home to bathe but i couldn't cause of time constraints. Met Xiaohui up directly( heng. i called her to ask me bring perfume. all you could smell on me was suntan oil o.o) ,ate dinner and went for Hospitality Club outing! Well, it was more of a the-lecturer-in-charge-has-free-tickets-now-everyone-gather sort of thing so we just, gathered? haha..yeah.
Watched (500) Days of Summer! This is NOT your typical love story. Even Xiaohui who (repeatedly told me right before the movie) doesn't watch love stories agrees!hahaha... You just have to catch it once it comes out in cinemas. i loved how they put the humour in there and to be honest, i wouldn't mind catching it all over again.
Ok i'm meeting grace, li pin and tiffany for hotpotculture! not that i'm eating since my mum hasn't transfered money to me yet!!! i have 20 dollars for who knows how long. after tithing tomorrow,i wonder how i'm going to survive. sigh*
REMINDER: PEOPLE WHO OWE ME MONEY, PAY ME BACK!!!!!
Sheesh. not that i mean to be xiao qi of something. it's just that when there's too many people owing you money and it's your pocket money and it adds up to be quite a lot, I NEED IT BACK cause it means that i don't have enough money for myself.Sorry. i am not directing this at joanne, min feng,francesca and rachel( rachel i don't even remember how much she owes me. so long! so long!) really:D no if you don't get sarcasm i AM!! just in case you don't get it:)
tre arty
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11:50 AM|
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Dear Andy,
I SHALL DECLARE IT EVERYWHERE I'M IN LOVE WITH SFG!! CANNOT TAKE IT THE SONGS ARE PLAYING ON REPLAY OVER AND OVER!!! SHOULDN'T HAVE WATCHED ANGUS,THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING YESTERDAY-.- I super love the airplane song(not from the movie but from scouting for girls)!! I must say the beer belly of the main singer is not much of an attraction but the voice somehow, me like!! PEEEPS GO SEARCH OK!! Go Youtube search Scouting For Girls and listen to either the airplane song or she's so lovely. There's something about the lyrics that's nonsensical yet makes sense. am i making any sense?! Oh well.. who cares. ugh. i'm going to switch off this thing and attempt to pack a little now.bye bye love.
I'm meeting J on wednesdayyyyy!!! wheeeee!!! we've got so much to discuss seriously. I mean, when are we going your house for mahjong and when are we going to _______?? SO MANY THINGS SHEEESH. I feel like i haven't seen you in forever although i just met you last week:D
Tomorrow i'm going tanning at sentosa with classmates. I am still deciding if i'm going to wear a bikini. OMGEEEE. I hardly have the courage to wear it in front of a bunch of girls not to mention guys. I think i should bring earplugs i don't need them telling me how fat i am but i want to get a tan seriously.... Then hospitality club outing! Mr Kumar was nice enough to give us a free Preview tickets to (500) Days of Summer and i get to invite a friend too! What a nice lecturer right! hmm, he might be our tutor in second sem. i have a feeling that he will. i have no idea:P oh wells....
Clare, you better start losing weight!!! Then maybe you'll have a slight stroke of luck at love too? Hahahaha...doubt it...
Would you mind dating someone younger than you? Honestly i always thought my answer was YES! Then just now it hit me. I found him strangely attractive. Yet he's younger than me. greeeat. Ok *self-psychos* stop stop stop. You don't even remember his name. dang. i never end up thinking about the people i claim to be my type. Maybe i secretly refuse to admit that i've got this thing for cute guys. like, kid-boyish cute yet matured. ughhh.ok stop thinking about him!! oh sheeesh gayyy..After ranting on here i'll stop thinking about it.Genius. Get over it. Get over it!!!!
( the above may be slightly difficult to comprehend. yeah, i know. i don't really understand either. i'm just typing what my head's thinking..)
tre arty
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2:06 PM|
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Dear Andy,
WELCOME FABIAN! YOU ARE NOW UNDER MY LINKS! HAHA!!! SO RANDOM.BTW, YOU ARE CURRENTLY BEING STALKED ON YOUR BLOG BY....ME.QUICK GET SCARED:P
AYO, SEE.MG GIRLS SO SCARY:D
tre arty
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7:10 PM|
Monday, September 14, 2009
Dear Andy,
Today i caught my first NC16 movie in the cinemas!! Weird enough, i caught it with my mom and we sort of chose the movie solely on its title having not a slight clue as to who was acting in it or the plot of the movie. Well, it was called Dance Flick so there's bound to be dancing right? I didn't, however, expect to be like the spartans. It was like, a combination of all the past famous films like hairspray, high school musical, twilight, mean girls put together into a parody of sorts... I didn't exactly find it worth watching but my mom got a laugh out of it...Well, the sad fact was while we were walking into the cinema i told her that i actually wanted to watch the Time Traveller's Wife and she was like,"AYA!! Should have told me..i wanted to watch that too!!" See, problem when you don't raise your views, you both end up catching a movie you didn't exactly want to watch...
The proposal is R21 ( whatever the 21 and above rating is called?!) and i'm just totally shocked since i watch the whole thing online already!! Please tell me it's not cause of the naked bodies smacking together part!! There was more sexual content in Dance Flick-.- Singapore has got something seriously wrong with their ratings!!
I'm still thinking if i should go on thursday..Honestly, who are we trying to kid right? There's obviously some tension there...ughh..see first...
tre arty
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4:46 PM|
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Dear Andy,
我愛你 by S.H.E
從你眼睛看著自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契 是明天的指引
無論是遠近 什麼世紀
在天堂擁抱 或荒野流離
我愛你我敢去 未知的任何命運
我愛你我願意 准你來跋扈地決定
世界邊境
偶爾我真的不懂你 又有誰真懂自己
往往兩個人多親密 是透過傷害來證明
像焦慮不安 我就任性
怕洩漏你怕 所以你生氣
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到極限的心
我撐起所有愛 圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨 想讓你喘口氣
被劃破的信心 需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑 未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱 去傳遞能量和勇氣
我愛你
我愛你我想去 未知的任何命運
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到極限的心
哪裡都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌 一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意義
我愛你
我不要沒有你 我不能沒有你
絕不能沒有你
Shocked right? I just posted a whole chunk of chinese words. I obviously didn't type it(thankfully copied and pasted) . I suddenly felt like listening to a chinese song and i thought that S.H.E had a new album cause i remembered that i was glancing through some magazine and they had this music chart toppers thing and there was a S.H.E song so i went to youtube S.H.E. I ended up with this old song that had a special 13 minute full story thing. It's super touching!! I cried:[ you can watch it yourself just search S.H.E 我愛你 13 minute or something like that..
Pastor Kong was sharing about commitment and loyalty. It's something every relationship should have.Strongly demonstrated in this story, I totally admire that old man! I mean, he waited for her! awww... One day when my relationship gets tested, what will I do? I wonder....
tre arty
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12:18 PM|
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Dear Andy,
The pictures aren't really pretty..but oh well.. i need to use my dslr more..
Proudest food-playing creation so far. That's actually 2 hotcakes if you can't tell. and if you also can't tell, i formed "MG" with it. haha!! LP Couldn't tell it was a G.
I am currently beginning to play with photoscape. MUAHAHA..
Look forward so much to tomorrow! It's going to be such a great day! Meeting up with the triplets! And...secret person who's identity.. may or may not be revealed after tomorrow. OK LUH. most likely will be from pictures and stuff.. hahaha.... can't wait!
tre arty
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8:39 PM|
Dear Andy,
Today. Mad things can. Let's see shall wee.. Met Lp and grace at Cityhall.Walked to singapore river.We decided that it was too overpriced to sit on a river cruise for $13 bucks so we went into the asian civilization museum instead! You only pay $2.50 for concession students!! ISN'T THAT GREAT? yup. came out.ate ice cream.Walked to Raffles Place Mrt where Lp parted. Grace and i headed down to Bugis to shop then to Plaza Sing. I would say that this week has been very eventful indeed.
AHHH!! My sister just came into my room with PURPLE HAIRRR..it's like..what suyi did. just that my sister has, like, PURPLE HAIR. ugh. it looks good on her.But everyone knows that i hate purple and think it's gay. no. maybe i don't really like it.don't know.
tre arty
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12:26 AM|
Monday, September 7, 2009
Dear Andy,
Currently very very very upset. I got the bank statement thingy for my atm card. NOT GOOD. for the month of august, i spent 100 more than my monthly allowance!! Scary how i managed to achieve that. i'm looking at it with my mouth wide open asking myself,"Where'd it all gooo!!!!" Hope it's not on food.
Friday will be such an awesomeeee dearies outing dayy... seriously man. it's going to be awesome! Just the company's gonna be great. I attempted to make this blogskin using sharepoint just now. FAIL. or at least i think i failed o.o i can't figure it out!! UGHH..
TEEHEE:D mooncake festival thingy is coming. imagine lying on a grass patch under a starry night with such a big moon.eating mooncakes and drinking tea( probably from a flask?!). So romantic<3>.< When exactly is the mooncake festival man. Not like it'll ever happen.. everyone's too busy..
tre arty
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8:16 PM|
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Dear Andy,
I am so upset!!! I can't believe my mum wants me to go pray to my grandpa on saturday. At first i was ok with it. BUT.It just occured to me that it's shan's competition day!!! :( I want to be there for her when she competes and cheer her on!!!! *VERY DEEPLY DISTURBINGLY IRRITATED* this has totally ruined my mood. Because there's no such thing as a negotiation when this involves the entire family. DANG. why can't we go on sunday man...sucks.
Ok. I got a lot of songs stuck in my head and i have to confess. everyday when i wake up i sing," I kissed a girl and i liked it~ the taste of her cherry chapped skin.." I have no idea whyy.hahahah!!! I hope i'm not turning gayo.o
Ok. not good. i don't like hearing raised voices in the morning. Gotta go.
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Ok not that bad. at least it wasn't what i thought it was. i cannot stand people raising their voices at each other:[ It's like a sort of emotional barrier.There was this time when i started crying in my room...yeah.ok let's not go there shall we...
I feel like picking it up again. Maybe one day when i'm good enough, i'll tell the whole world about it.until then..secretly train?haha..but i really suck. Only a few people will know about it:] wanna make a guess? People who would know are stella,kas,joanne,melody! prob fran and the rest too o.o Ok that's like almost all of my close friends but i'm gonna keep mum anyways.HEHE:D
I MISS THEMS!! Finally september holidays are hereeeee!! Wheeeee!!So excited! Since JC students only get like, a week off.shooots luhh..Schedule for next week!!
Monday-Go out with Joanne
Tuesday-Out with grace
Wednesday- Joanne and (secret person) and Charmaine [TRIPLETS.FINALLY MAN.FINALLY]
Thursday-oh crap.who am i going out with on thursday..i forgot?! shit.better think hard.think hard man.
Friday- DEARIES!!♥ Kas,fran,stella,rachel,Tan MF!! ( stupid melody.go paris la.stupid melody) then after that i'm going to look for grace and cheryl?
OH CRAP.I can't believe i forgot what's on thursday.GG clare.GG!!!
Yesterday i went to east coast!! It's quite shiok to go at night actually.It's very peaceful and calm.Not alot of noise pollution..just.natureee. And no! At some parts you don't hear the waves crashing through one year and traffic through the other! It's just the waves crashing! And maybe the crickets or something..haha... I really want to try that with dearies one day.We just haven't had much time to talk with each other. And every precious few-hour long meeting just seems too fast. Although if we did go there, we'll be the ultimate disruption of peace:P and my legs didn't hurt walking from marine parade to east coast and back! WOAHHH.great achievement.hahaha:) talking crap. I blog like i'm talking to myself. No. I should say i practically type however the words are forming in my head.Does that make sense o.o Oh well. After yesterday i felt like i've gotten to know my friend slightly more.I guess. In fact, i'm quite surprised. Ok. this is too long and wordy and i shall stop cause i need to bathe.
tre arty
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11:12 AM|
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Dear Andy,
In the morning, while grace and i were in the mrt, we were texting each other when i said,"I've got something to confess later.." and grace sent back a text that said," What?You got a boyfriend?" followed by the next guess which was,"You lost your virginity?!" hahaha..epic grace.seriously man..At first i thought what i was going to confess was pretty major but it was really nothing compared to her wild guesses. The thing i wanted to say was that i was wearing the exact same thing i wore the day before to meet joanne.TEEHEE:D SEE? See the huge difference?It makes hearing about my clothes seem like nothing.
Throughout the whole time we spent( 3 hours?) in the hair salon, we did not utter a word to each other.Instead, grace insists that we should put our unlimited smses to good use.Thus we texted. And NO! It is not enjoyable texting when you have no glasses on and you can't move your head.I had to squint so many times.Geeez.Next time i'm going to wear contacts there...
Ok. I feel slightly glad that i walked alot today.Will continue to walk plenty plenty tomorrow! You know what?I'm secretly excited to go tomorrow because it just occured to me that i've hardly been to the beach at night.Hearing the crashing of the waves in peace(i think.then again,this is singapore.you probably hear the waves through one ear, traffic through the other:p)... Yup.tired.sheeesh.it's one week gone! So fast.Yet, i haven't adjusted back to holiday bodyclock..
tre arty
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11:55 PM|
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Dear Andy,
Just now joanne was telling me during lunch about XiaoGui acting in a mini-movie of sorts? ZOOOOM. First thing i did when i got home, streeeeam! I actually cried towards the last part
:p It's so saddening... According to joanne it's for some charity thing. If i didn't get it wrong it's to promote more on depression? For one, i didn't even know that such cases could lead to depression o.o makes me glad i had my brother.If not i would have probably gotten depression( come on, i was almost suicidal then..it probably was THAT bad..)or maybe i did get it? Don't know luhh...
I think i'm prettayeee lucky today@_@ While having desert( wahpiang eh.and i wanted to diet. i freaking went to eat mango ice..) Toni & Guy called up to ask if i was free for a trim tomorrow.They're in need of a student model it's free( When i told someone about this, that person heard 'model' he laughed.I'll get you one dayyy.. You read my blog right! STALKER!)
Oh wells...So tomorrow's plan would be to cut hair at 10a.m.( NO.I've been sleeping so early nowadays it's impossible to be late. that's unless if i manage to change my bodyclock today or something.i've been sleeping way to early seriously..)
One thing i've learned from the entertainment industry( as in, observing.not being in it.duh), good looks come and go.You have to have the looks, but you must also be hardworking.Cause once you take a break, someone else would come into your place and take over your fame.and your fans.By then, you can just wave goodbye to your career.
tre arty
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8:15 PM|
Dear Andy,
Yesterday i told myself i'll change. Today i realised that i just want to be the old me again. The one that would never give up no matter what. What am i talking about right? I have NO IDEAAAAA...:D:D:D:D Going nuts.haha... I'm suppose to meet joanne for lunch at 1.30p.m. I decided that i'll leave my house at 12.30p.m. Just so that i could take a slow walk to the mrt station instead of taking the bus.Seriously i'm growing awfully fat and i woke up with this pimple outbreak? LIKE EWWWW..I've got 2 pimple on each cheek. I look like some kid who just started puberty. Isn't this suppose to happen only in secondary school or something!It's like when everyone else's face is clearing up mine's detoriating.Gross.Gross.Gross.....
I can't wait to get out there and just talk alot alot of crap!Busy friends!! Leave a day for me during september holidays!! Sigh* Why must i be the only one in poly huhh..makes me sound so free while everyone's cramming knowledge for Promos.Except my husband who's freaking in paris.
I want to post up pictureeeeees!!! I want my laptop back.i want to get my dark blueee nail polish from face shop.everyone says it doesn't match me but i think it's cool. apparently no nail polish matches me:P me tomboyish anyways but painting nails are fun!!o.o except that i'm a right hander so generally one hand looks better than the other but oh well...
OK.Bye.I want to go find things to do with my life.must live everyday slightly productively.yup.
tre arty
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10:34 AM|
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Dear Andy,
Ok this is very bad cause when you're bored at home you are given time to ponder. and when you are not pondering about the wrong things.. it gets you depressed.Such examples are," Why am i such a failure?Since when did i tell myself that everything was okay? Since when did i lose my competitive spirit?Since when did you start distancing from me?Since when did i start having pimple breakouts so often!! Since when did fear become such an obstacle in my life?"
After asking myself all this since whens.. it just boils down to the fact that it's the holidays and instead of being able to see my friends more, i'm not. i thought i got used to poly. Because even if i didn't get to see my MG friends, i'll still get to see my clique in school. Now, i'm stuck at home.wondering all over again.Did i just spend my last semester doing badly? Did i just regret wasting my whole semester away forgetting how important my marks are? I did it again, didn't i? And what beats the crap out of me is, I know i could do well.If only.. i tried to.
Today. Today i'm going to pray for a new beginning. Tomorrow i'm going to wake up to a new me. The me that will start her diet plan.The me that will pick up a new language.The me that will clear up her room. Because when you fall and you injure yourself, you either bandage your wound and get up. Or cry and continue to bleed. And after being covered with cuts and wounds, you might just die.Die from losing too much blood.Or an infection. Until then, it'll be too late.It's my new way of thinking life. It's a battlefield.
tre arty
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8:09 PM|
