Friday, July 31, 2009
Dear Andy,
I HAVE BEEN DISGUSTED BY THE FACT THAT YOU'RE TWO-FACED ALL MY LIFE. IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO SHOW YOU RESPECT BUT I CAN'T CONVINCE MYSELF. CAUSE I'M JUST SO UTTERLY DISGUSTED. I AM OFFICIALLY SHUTTING MY EARS OFF WHEN YOU TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING RANDOM.NOT LIKE YOU EVERRR LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ANYWAY.ALTHOUGH YOU MAKE ME TELL YOU YOU SHUT YOUR EARS OFF. I'VE KNOWN IT SINCE I WAS 8. AND THAT'S NOT GOOD.CAUSE IT MEANS I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO TRUST YOU SINCE I WAS 8.
GOD, I HATE MYSELF FOR SAYING THIS BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IT'S EASIER TO LOVE A STRANGER, THAN YOUR OWN FAMILY. BECAUSE MY FAMILY MAKES LOVING EACH OTHER SOUND LIKE ROCKET SCIENCE. WHEN THE TRUTH IS, IF THEY KNEW LOVE, IT'S REALLY JUST SIMPLE.
tre arty
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12:44 PM|
Dear Andy,
I am being totally annoyed with my oh so screwed up blog skin. It is not nice to have 2 playlists!! not cool! Currently going crazy over songs from 200 pounds beauty. After watching the movie again i feel slightly inspired to continue losing weight but then again, who am i to say that considering that i just ate 2 hot dogs for breakfast!! So much for being inspired:P
I feel troubled. Those thoughts are coming back to my head again. I want to go back into my bubble.. float away and leave those memories behind...can i?
tre arty
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10:36 AM|
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Dear Andy,
Somebody! I want to get Nathan Hartono's Album!! Ok, that's what i also said for the previous album.But thens! Honestly, 'Stay' is such a cute song!! Loves<3
I am listening to it now and i feel like as if i'm floating away in a cloud.... look at me goooo~oooo~~
I always hesitate with local artistes:( Cause sometimes only the song they're playing over and over on the radio rocks. the rest are like... oh well.. if i see it in stores.... :]
tre arty
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10:43 AM|
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Dear Andy,
The fact that i know Emma,Joanne,Kas,Fran,Charmaine Chen and cheryl are having a fever sort of freaks me out. 6 OTHER PEOPLE FROM MG!! probably more to come. Let's hope it's not...
I don't really have the mood to blog. Skip beat finally has another chapter added on! I think i'm gonna go nap right after i'm done reading.My blog posts are getting shorter..
tre arty
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1:54 PM|
Monday, July 27, 2009
Dear Andy,
OUR PROJECT IS SO SCREWED. SO SCREWED. FML SERIOUSLY.
tre arty
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2:23 AM|
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Dear Andy,
I'm totally drained out. I don't know why but i started coughing when service started yesterday and now i'm having body ache and possibly fever( i cannot find my thermometer).My head hurts. And I really don't need this at a time like this. I do not need bad thoughts. Do not need all this shit. God,Help me pleasee. I need your strength. Carry me through this, will you?
I swear it's all in my head. Not the fever and stuff. The bad thoughts. Cause my sky's like, this freaking colour now. Ok. I just took my temperature. It's like 38.2 degrees?! I hate my current situation. i hate my current situation. I hate it.
Note to self: You're getting wayy to unhappy. And you can't pin-point the problem. You are so in need of a revelation. Somebody tell me the problem or something man.
I need at least a 90 degree change in my life. I know it.
tre arty
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5:19 PM|
Friday, July 24, 2009
Dear Andy,
This is what you do when you're bored in class. in order of the lines,
1.Jasmine
2.Shanice
3.Clarissa
4.Shanice
Maybe it explains why look at 3rd picture. My friend says that i'm hopeless.Lol. I know how to read that ok!!
Uhh..Apparently they call this the fishbowl effect? Ugh.That thing costs $5.20. I am so not getting it. So ex.
When XiaoHui came back from her holiday she sort of brought back a rock that she picked from the beach.Unique in it's own way luh.Above is Shan's rock. We realised that it's very powdery.Very good beige colour for colouring too. Althought XiaoHui was a little pissed that we were colouring things with her rock.Lol.
Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
----Today----
Went out with Grace and Tiffany.I realised that i haven't seen Tiffany since the release of O level results.Which seems like, forever really...Had fun catching up a little. And shopping. I bought a pair of converse shoessss.Finally managed to spend away my 80 dollars worth of vouchers all on a pair of shoes. The original price was 100 bucks.Minus 10% discount,minus 80 bucks, I paid $9.10 for it. Yeshh.It felt great to splurge on it. Partly because the vouchers were really giving me a headache.Couldn't figure out what to do with them. Lol..
Get ready for THE ULTIMATE, picture frenzy tomorrow. I so swear that everyone's gonna have a camera with them and everyone's gonna be taking pictures.Why? Because i consider myself a cam-whore.But compared to everyone else, i'm already quite sane in that area.Sooo....Heeee:] Maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm not...
tre arty
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2:30 AM|
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Dear Andy,
The smile on your face
let's me know that you need me,
There's a truth in your eyes
saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
says you'll catch me when ever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
The song just got stuck in my head when i was in the MRT. Maybe cause someone made me smile:]
Yi Lei's Birthday today! Happy Sweeet Seventeenth! We bought her like, 23 Burgers from Macs.No, not kidding. Obviously we ate it for her la.She had a few to bring home. I'm so sorry ZIM. I think Zimmer must totally hate me now.Because of Micro E, the fact that i 'stole' his curry puff and that today...sigh* Today i dropped his Mc Chicken while he was still eating.Sorry luh! I really didn't do it on purpose the great one!!
I love you for who you are. Your imperfections, your flaws,your everything. And i wished that you could say the same about me♥ And you're never alone. Even if we haven't met for the longest time, i'm a phone call/a text/video call away.
EGGCITED♥ love mg and hillsongs.loves♥
tre arty
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8:01 PM|
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Dear Andy,
Today Zim totally freaked me out before lecture. He was sort of telling me off about not doing my micro e? And honestly i did feel like i was about to cry. Because i really didn't know how i could write something into a 1 page long report with so little stuff anyways.
Well micro e group stayed back with me to do micro e. until 10pm. cause i only finished at 10pm. I'm so sorry for being oh so uselessly stupid but thank you guys so much! Especially Lim! Cause he practically did the whole thing for me. You are however not forgiven for teasing me practically whenever i walk pass you or something.And really sorry to you guys.
Emo-period. I just feel too drained la.Too drained to smile. And my eyes are getting too dry these days. Or else....
Clare, do not lose yourself. Do not.
Side track, Zim's back is soft but actually full of muscles. Lim's back is boney.well, cause it's really just skin and bones.haha
tre arty
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10:54 PM|
Monday, July 20, 2009
Dear Andy,
Practically stoned for half of accouting for assets.Mostly cause i didn't understand a thing he was saying. I was concentrating on trying to block out the noise the whole class was making. I wanted peace so badly i almost walked out of the class.Like, seriously. I felt like all the happiness was being sucked out of me. Is this the work of the devil? I don't know. I just know that my prayer time is going to get longer. suddenly i've got lots of things to pray for.. as in, people or whatever else i have which is between God and I. And i am officially going to stop talking to you. Am i annoying you a lot or something-.- You replies get shorter and shorter and shorter.And i forgot. you don't even read my blog! oh well.. It takes 2 hands to clap right.
I'm taking a break. From everything. I'm shutting myself off.Because,i'm tired. I really am..
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7:45 PM|
Dear Andy,
Yi Jun got into an accident:[ I don't know how serious it is seriously. But according to my sis she's not paralyzed but in a really bad shape. And it still doesn't sound good at all. I have no idea who she was with but my sis wasn't with her then and i don't think the rest of their close friends were either. Please be ok:[
tre arty
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12:24 AM|
Friday, July 17, 2009
Dear Andy,
I've never felt like such a rebel before. Ponned Micro on tuesday, didn't even go to school today cause i didn't wake up on time. And honestly. All that fun does edge a little bit of guilt in my heart.
We did not catch harry potty on wednesday cause they did not have previews!Sheesh. They seriously always had previews for the previous installations. I would know, cause yeah. I never manage to wait till it officially gets released. Instead Tan MF and Melody came over for Guitar Heroes. I felt like a maid ok! Stooopid people! They called me while walking up and insisted that i quickly cooked the noodles so that they could just eat once they reach.And i realised that they have both been to my house before and yet don't really know how to come still?I'm glad min remembered which floor i stayed on although she forgot the unit no.Usually when she comes she forgets the floor too:D
Thursday was Shanice's birthday! She didn't cryy..Hurhur. Let's say what we did ok! We bought her a num lime green wallet and ordered the four leaves cocoa exotic cake. Then we planned to surprise her after her Dragon Boat training. So we decided that she already anticipated that we were going to surprise her[cause we do that for like,everyone's birthdays-.-]. So we did a boogy surprise! We went daiso and each bought her a 2 dollar present( that would make it 5 presents) and bought her the most cheapo 1 dollar cake that has some hard chocolate top. Serious. Her expression was funny to the max. It was like saying,"OMG. This is my birthday present..?!" and she was like uber sian for the rest of the day...hehehe:p Love you shan shan!:]
Get well soon Charis! H1N1.sigh* Hopefully we'll see you during founder's day..
tre arty
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1:26 PM|
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Dear Andy,
It feels like shit hearing Mr Boo talk about leadership. Because my head is like,"WHAAAAT?" and i feel super tired now. Super drained. And i just realised that i have a pile of work to do later tonight. Let's blog it out shall we?
TO DO LIST:
1. MicroE Project
2.Stats tutorial
3.POM Project
4.Plan
This is a new start. Are you ready? Get ready for change.
------EDIT---------
So,according to shi jing i am the POM leader. WHAAAAAT???!?! MEEEE? Why do i not know about this and i don't even have the criteria for this project.It's like groping in the dark. And POM!! OF ALL MODULES! The freaking module that i 1.Do not pay attention in lectures. 2. ONLY module that i did not pay attention in. 3.Everything is so..overwhelming to remember.
There are 2 things that i really need.1. A watch 2. An Alarm clock that actually rings. Is that why i tend to come off as a person with such bad time management? Hmm..Iwonder..
Clarissa is going make drastic changes to her life cause there is a need for change and i read someone's blog the other day and i really wanted to comment on his blog to say that change was the only thing in life that's constant but that'll be totally out of the blue cause he doesn't know me? And why are there random people talking to me!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FABIAN! YOU DON'T READ MY BLOG BUT OH WELL:D
tre arty
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4:37 PM|
Monday, July 13, 2009
Dear Andy,
So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me
Would you choose to follow your heart or be rational? Because there is only one choice. Love is irrational is it not? Well I've decided to make a rational decision. This decision is going to be in my heart and written all over my room. A secret I shall keep. I need to love myself more. There are just times when i feel like collapsing. It's very tiring. And I love encouraging others when i deem fit. Because at times, i hope that i get an encouragement too. Then it struck me. I hardly get encouraged. Not when i really need it. Ok. the first half and second half of this paragraph doesn't really make a lot of sense because it's just my string of thoughts. OK CLARE. START AFRESH. NOW. byebye love ♥
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9:56 PM|
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Dear Andy,
That was the question i was asking myself. The very question I've asked myself for the longest time. Do i love him? My answer is yes. Because i find myself drawn to him. At times, i would distance myself.Hide away from him. But i realised that he seemed to have an invisible leash on me. He would start to pull me closer to him if i wandered too far off. And i love him.Because God gave me everything unconditionally.And i can say that i would look at my childhood and regret wonder why it couldn't be better. Now, I look back and thank him for changing me into a better person.Placing different people in my life that helped to mould me into what i am today. Without all these people, what would i be? Would i still be alive?GOD IS GREAT:DIt was a fulfilling week i must say.Friday cellgroup,Saturday & Sunday fellowship. Clare is feeling uber happy this week! God is all that mattered this week! I didn't think about anything else.Except that my face would look tired-to-the-max-sian. But what's in the heart's really just all about God. And you know what? I never ever thought i'll actually want to blog about God.Lol. 3 week's time it'll be City Harvest's 20th Aniversary service-cum-celebration. Is it 2 weeks now that this week's over?!hmm.. Anyways apparently we need tickets to get in and service will be in Singapore Indoor Stadium! Hiong man!! Indoor Stadium! Can you imagine the atmosphere?! It's going to be an awesome day of praise and worship. I can't wait! Hmm..Now maybe i won't feel so upset about Hillsongs and Love MG:)
Ok Jo I need to tell you something i got a handful of your friends on msn cause of that time and now i feel so weird! i mean, it's not normal to have this bunch of contacts right? Is it? Not like i talk to them. Cause they don't talk to me. heeee:D EH how come of all people i got like all the rest of the people's except Faeez's!!!! HEHEHE! Funny guy la that one. He's just so crazy sometimes it's funny just watching..:D
Sunday equals sleep late day no matter how tired you are because current favourite boy's show is going to get uploaded onto internet at exactly 2 am! Ok luh. This show is called Easy Fortune Happy Life.It's a taiwanese show and no! i do not remember the chinese title( like always-.-) The favourite boy is Blue Lan. He acts as this dude called...uhh...like, i forgot?! too busy doing other stuff i guess..oh well...
Tired.Sometimes i really don't know what to say to you. We're drifting apart aren't we? I hope not...
tre arty
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9:00 PM|
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Dear Andy,
You know what's so contradictory about this? Cat was sharing during cellgroup about how it's in the bible that it's not good to gossip and i had this flashback of a few hours ago when I was sitting with a certain group of people and A was saying," EH! Gossip! Gossip! hurhur..sorry i very sam ba" B," Aya...everyone sitting here sure sam ba one la!" C," Eh Clare where got sam ba! She doesn't really..." B,"Aya! She's sitting here right!-.- Everyone of us is sam ba ok!" After what Cat said there was this tremendous amount of guilt in my guts. My thoughts were spinning back to last year when En said it was bad to gossip. We all know it's bad to gossip.It doesn't have to be in the bible.It's obvious since the person under scrutiny is not going to like it.Was this my form of revelation? I felt that God had revealed something about me through Cat.But i'm not quite sure what he's revealing.Is it that I am a gossiper too? Maybe I've always felt that I do not gossip to a large extent. Compared to many of the people out there, I do not gossip as much.And compared to myself a few years back, I've already cut down.But the fact is, we should aim to not gossip at all. Define gossip. Maybe that's what i'm confused about. The definition of gossip. WIN. ----------Brighter note------------I am going to meet Joanne and Fabian and Samantha for a while later! PICS UP SOON!! I hope. I know im going to cam whore for sure. And for one fact, i know. I AM A CAM-WHORE.:D
tre arty
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11:01 AM|
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Dear Andy,
I'm so sorry to burst your bubble but i just had to say it. We go to church to worship God. We go to church to Praise God. We go church because we love God and want to honour him. Am i getting any of this wrong? Am i not your church friend? Do i not disturb you enough on weekdays? And one more fact: Our cellgroup members have school/work you know. Who's free to see you on weekdays? And you want to see them, you must take the initiative to call them out. Sorry for bursting your bubble and giving you a dose of reality. I don't think i got any of this wrong. really. We're friends right? I'm a straightforward person. I really cannot help it but after reading your blog i wanted to burst man and you keep sleeping in the afternoon so i couldn't tell you just now. PIG. I put ♥ on top with the J ok! don't think so much la seriously. Sometimes we'll think so much, the simplest things gets twisted into deep complication and we'll feel stuck in a web of complications.
There's a wild wind blowing down the corner of my street
Every night where the headlights are glowing
There's a cold war coming on the radio, I heard
Baby,It's a violent world♥
FAINTS* Kinetic Energy just did the facebook quiz thingy and she got 84% MG girl. SCREAMS* I bet she just crossed everything! SHE LIES!!! stoopid. you don't deserve to say that you're an MG girl.Because you were never like one while you were still there.Not to mention after getting out. whoops. i can't even say AFTER GRADUATING. pissed* 4S '08! what say you about this man-.- stoooopid. if only there's a dislike button for FB. i will so click it.
---PRETTAYE MUCH BRIGHTER NOTE-------
Just now i found the best thing ever from this place known as youtube. I found the video channel of Parlophone Records!! Parlophone Records have artistes like Coldplay,The Verve and Radiohead among their signed artistes.If i'm not wrong they've also got Lily Allen. I'm a girl with a huge problem. I like this song but i never remember the title. They should so have a disorder for it. Anyways, due to my brother's influence i've been going Killers and Coldplay GaGa especially during the roadtrips in australia cause it's either this or it's Jacky Cheung and i hate Jacky Cheung purely because my WHOLE family( yeah. i mean whole) are Jacky Cheung fans. It's scary man.My brother has probably every single song in his Ipod and my mom has the whole collection of Karaoke songs and my brother sang his song for his wedding and what not. you get the drift. Yeah anyways, so i watched Life in Technicolor's[by coldplay] music video. Cool stuff. well, i thought it was cool. For one, i used to only watch music videos with cute guys in them but this one is creatively cool! Why didn't i go for coldplay concert..:[ I always regret not going for concerts. hates it.
My mother is watching the funeral/wake/tribute( i'm not watching! i don't know!!) of MJ and i'm wondering if i'm gonna get dinner. Because it's 7.40pm and she hasn't cooked.hungry....
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7:02 PM|
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Dear Andy,
This post is dedicated to the broken hearted people in my life recently. including myself. Why i felt like my heart's broken..well, if you asked me on msn maybe i'll tell you but if we're close friends you should already know why.. All i wanted to say was that no matter how difficult it is to move on we're all in this together. And no matter how cliché this may sound, it's probably true somehow. Maybe he just wasn't the right one for you. I mean, everytime we go into a relationship we're so blindly falling into this venus fly trap we call LOVE, we hardly notice anything else around us. Whenever we have such moments, a break up is just... so... tough. Or maybe nothing ever started. Yet you feel like as if the battle is lost because he just distanced himself from you ( in my opinion, it's every girl's worst nightmare to have the guy she likes slowly distancing her.it's like a silent rejection that leaves you hanging there going,"uhh..is it really over..?") . No matter what i think it's the best to keep ourselves busy. When we keep ourselves busy we get so drained we forget everything else. In my opinion, the best remedy is to forget. But since it's so difficult to do so, we'll just handle it like macham it's an addiction. We can do more sports ( meanwhile keep ourselves fitter. maybe then we won't have to take the initiative-.-), hang out with friends( friends are forever. guys are whatever!),] and have some time alone( sometimes ME time is the best time ever. because we learn more about ourselves. road to SELF-DISCOVERY!)All in all after we've cried our tears dry, it's time to move on. It's difficult but time doesn't stop does it? So we have to move on too. You'll always have friends around to talk to ok!*points to self* Anyways i'm sure there are good single and non-gay guys out there that are not jerks somewhere. It's like looking for a needle in a haystack but that needle. is the perfect match to your thread. And that special love somewhere..... it's worth the wait. ( this is totally self-reminder.remembers incident*)
tre arty
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11:49 PM|
Monday, July 6, 2009
Dear Andy,
We'll remain as good friends. Because i know you don't like me:( Or at least i think so. Tell me if i'm wrong ok! ( wait, you don't know who you are don't you...) And you don't read my blog. and you're always so meanly teasing me. ____CHANGES TOPIC___________Tired! Just had an attempted catching up session with Kas on the phone! We wanted to video call but i don't know why oovoo didn't work well for us. Anyways, If i'm not wrong we chatted for around 2 half to 3 hours and we're not even done chatting. I just happen to have school and am going to sleep soon...WINS. I seriously haven't seen her for the longest time and it felt great doing it the traditional way actually. Phone call! nowadays everything's been on msn. How non-emotional is that.. and oovoo has 3-second delay. I no longer can go for hillsongs because apparently the tickets are sold out!! GG!!! GG!! UGH. me want to go hillsongs:( Oh wells... On the bright side i get to go for church service then! I have to change my blogskin soon! i screwed up my skin by having 2 playlists. Geez...I really cannot find where i accidentally pasted the other playlist...Oh well.. When there's timee...
tre arty
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10:48 PM|
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Dear Andy,
I've got a favourite LOVE!He's so cuteeeee!!! No wait.I cannot decide if he's cute or hot.Let's say when he doesn't smile he's HOTT when he smiles he has a dimple which makes him look super cuteeee.ahhhh!!!!melts*
Current Favourite Song-Fingerprints by Katy Perry.It's da bombz..It's like inspirational to me in a way.shall i put up the lyrics for ya?Okie. give it a listen soon guys.I'm gonna change it to my blog song soon.But i'm not quite over Mr Brightside there...So once i stop liking Mr Brightside that much i'll change it to fingerprints..
Voted most likely to end up On the back of a milk box drink Looks like I'm lettin 'em down 'Cause seven seventy-five isn't worth An hour of my hard working time When you can't afford half the shit they advertise Oh, I'm worth more than and X More than the toe-tag generation full of regrets Oh, I won't settle no-o, oh, I can't settle I wanna break the mold Wanna break the stereotype Fist in the air I'm not going down without a fight It's my life and I'm not sitting On the sidelines watching it Pass me by, I'm leaving you my legacy I I gotta make my mark, I gotta run it hard I want you to remember me I'm leaving my fingerprints I'm leaving my fingerprints I'm leaving my fingerprints on you Representing you and me Don't you wanna go down in history? Rather than end up begging on the streets Trading under table favors for a place to sleep 'Cause I'm worth more than this So stop writing prescriptions for more Ritalin I can focus my attention I wanna break the mold Wanna break the stereotype Fist in the air I'm not going down without a fight It's my life and I'm not sitting On the sidelines watching it Pass me by, I'm leaving you my legacy I I gotta make my mark, I gotta run it hard I want you to remember me I'm leaving my fingerprints I'm leaving my fingerprints.. Don't give up, but don't give in Build your house on the rock Oh, not in the sand, in the sand In the sand, in the sand... It's my life and I'm not sitting On the sidelines watching it Pass me by, I'm leaving you my legacy I, I gotta make my mark, I gotta run it hard I want you to remember me It's my life and I'm not sitting On the sidelines watching It pass me by, I'm leaving you my legacy I, I gotta make my mark, I gotta run it hard I want you to remember me 'Cause I'm leaving my fingerprints I'm leaving my fingerprints I'm leaving my fingerprints in the END.School tomorrow! Haven't seen HS0904 for the longest timeee!! Miss them so much!!! Yay!! I get to see Shan,Val,Xiaohui,Sou and Jasmineee againn!!
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12:56 PM|
Dear Andy,
Pepper Lunch today with Grace,LP,Diane, Jieyi,Cheryl and Cassie. First time eating pepper lunch! I ordered... OK. STM.I totally forgot what i ordered. I just remembered that i didn't want it with pepper. Celebrated Grace's Birthday! She was apparently prettayeee surprised. We Rock big timeee at surprises:P AND I WASN'T DOING A WEIRD DANCE YOU IDIOTS. I was trying to signal like,"1,2,3.." then everyone start singing happy birthday!! Everyone at the table for some reason looked as shocked as Grace when Diane, Cheryl and I walked over with the cake-.- Waddup man. Not like you guys didn't know that there was a cake righttt... Loves you Graceeee:] Hope your SEVENTEENTH was greatly spent with all of ussss..Although it was a few days lateee...
Had Zone Service today. I haven't been to church for almost a month now. It felt great to go back. For some reason i feel super happy going home on saturdays. I mean, for some reason i always can't seem to stop myself from smiling like some fool while i walk home. Maybe i just love feeling the presence of God at the house of God with so many sisters and brothers:D
MAD THINGS. My mom smsed me while i was walking to Bedok Mrt to tell me that our water supply's gonna get cut off from 12am-6am and i was like,"WHATT?!" she should have told me earlier-.- i reached home at 11.50pm and pretty much just rushed to the toilet to bathe. And i do not enjoy bathing with speed. I mean, it's not like I'm having camp righttt.. I wanna take my time to bathe okk..plus i take half an hour to bathe. I haven't bathed so quickly in ages.UGH..
HARRY POTTER. ARE YOU READY FOR IT? HEEEEE:D CAN'T WAITTTT.. I'M BOOKING MY TWIN TO WATCH ME I DON'T CAREEE. IT'S LIKE TRADITION NO. 2. NO.1'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION TOGETHERRR:P heehee. I remembered there was this year we had swim meet and we passed by the toa payoh cinema and we went nuts cause of the big 3D picture advertisement thingy of harry potter... then we went even crazier cause it was a few days before official opening and we discovered that it was already showing so we called up our moms and ended up watching it there:D lousy seats, lousy quality but we didn't careee. because it was harry potter:]
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12:55 AM|
Friday, July 3, 2009
Dear Andy,
You know what i mean right? He walks into the room and your heart skips a beat. When you hold hands and take a stroll, you just want time to stop at this moment. But there are ups and downs to every relationship. And when you quarrel and fight with each other to the point where you're on the verge of a break up, you begin to question," was i wrong about this relationship?" I was just talking to someone just now and after what she told me ( let's not disclose her name shall we...), it really made me wonder, after a fight, what are you thinking? Would you blame the other party or would you question if you were in the wrong? If you were in the wrong and you figured it out, would you apologise? Or would you just break it off anyways? If your love didn't deserve a second chance, then is it really love? Or was the relationship a status?
Miss them so much la! When are we meeting up dearies?And i'm still super pissed cause our prom pictures from my laptop is stuck in my other acc which is not accessible.lifhsalfhlkfbdsagfue?!? not like we can have prom again righttt...argh...
PEPPERLUNCH tomorrow! So loser la. I've never eaten pepperlunch before. Although i might not eaat? Is it even a good idea for me to eat-.- I still sound different...Oh well..My mom's cooking aglio olio for dinner. Don't see how that's any better either.
tre arty
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3:11 PM|
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Dear Andy,
It's my life and I'm not sitting On the sidelines watching it
Pass me by, I'm leaving you my legacy
I, I gotta make my mark, I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me Oh boyy.. I super hate elearning. I do not plan to hand in stats assignment because she wants it in microsoft word form and i can't do it.NOOOO HANDING IN NOO. too bad.you can chase me for it. I'll give it to her in hard copy if i had to i don't care.
I have 2993 items in my Ipod.The truth is, i don't really like some of them. So when i put my Ipod on shuffle, i may have to keep skipping songs.Gets on my nerves a little...
My phone's been way too quiet recently.. is it cause everyone's having exams? I think quarantine kills your social life. You begin to doubt if anyone out there's missing you.Begin to doubt everything. Or maybe it's just me.Cause i've been in my tiny room way too long. My favourite comparison=> my current room size is the size of the toilet at my old house:D. no i'm not joking. see what happens when your wealth shrinks.you dwell on it-.- oh well:P maybe cause when i don't have school i don't get allowance so my wallet feels very empty.this is completely random? I don't know why i'm blogging about this seriously..
whenever i talk to people they give me this "-.-" face. i mean like, i'm sorry if i like being random. and like to talk crap okk?
I really cannot find my ring. I'm really not meant to wear rings ah?! I mean, the one that dearies gave me broke. The one i just brought back from australia is goneeeee.whyy like thattt...Why does everyone say that i'm very random? is it wrong to express to my friends that i miss them and love them huhh?
SCREAMSSS* GASPS* I JUST DISCOVERED SOMETHING. AHHHH!! THIS SUCKS! I HATE IT>.<>
I feel like crying:( I'm listening to 祝君好 by 张智霖 now:( Fav Hong Kong actor.LOVES. Seriously, it's the saddest cantonese song i ever heard. All the emotion.Ok, you won't understand unless you watched the drama. It really pulls those emotional strings. not tug ok.PULL. I remembered watching this drama when i was 8. Primary 2. At that time, there was no such thing as DVD. It was still tapes. And my mom and i would watch it after school.Cried buckets.I can still remember the storyline and i actually got my mother to help me track down the drama. She went to malaysia once and found it. But apparently it was the " Master" Dvd/Vcd so it wasn't for sale. And they ripped my mom off by burning it for her and she bought the burned one at 40 sing dollars and the quality sucks to the max but i still loves it.haven't watched finish though-.- none of the dvd players in my house seem to make it work right. i'm gonna try with my ps2 soon.haha. What will i do if 张智霖 retires? Seriously man, he's already never appearing in TVB dramas. always disgusting china productions that i refuse to watch. LOVES him.I'm giving up hope. It's for the best right? I mean, there was never anything to begin with.When you don't hope for something, you won't get hurt. And I'm too fragile mentally and physically to get hurt now..
tre arty
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10:33 AM|
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Dear Andy,
SERIOUSLY CLARE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO YOU. YOU KEEP DOING RUBBISH.KEEP DOING ALL THIS SHIT. WILL YOU JUST FOCUS ON YOUR WORK ALREADY?! I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM SERIOUSLY. OK. YOU ARE OFFICIALLY BANNED FROM FACEBOOK EXCEPT ON WEEKENDS. YOU ARE GONNA COME HOME RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL ENDS EVERY TUESDAY,WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY TO EXERCISE THE FATS OFF AND START STUDYING.
AND MELODY NEEDS TO START ON HER PHYSICS CAUSE EXAM'S TOMORROW!!>.<[ THIS SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY RANDOM BUT YOU TOLD ME SCOLD YOU ON MY BLOG WHAT..]
AIMS=> 5KG BY 31ST AUGUST.
=>GO THROUGH EVERYTHING AND CATCH UP BY END OF THIS WEEK. OR AT LEAST DIEE TRYING..
TODAY=> JUST FINISH EVERYTHING YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO FINISH. BURNING MIDNIGHT OIL.
tre arty
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7:33 PM|
Dear Andy,
I'm nothing that you want me to be
will you come on back
and take me as i am?
There's so much going on recently.. i'm sitting at my study table thinking,"Stop shouting coookie monsterrrrrrrr" in my head cause there's what my nephew doing and i already have earphones on with hillsongs playing. and my face is like this"-.-" and all i'm trying to do is focus but i can't.YAY ME.I'm sorry luh. i cannot deal with kids early in the morning and not when i'm sick at the same time. i can't even use my act-cute-super-high-pitched-squeal because of my sore throat and blocked nose. I have to talk to my nephew with a low voice which probably explains why he's a little scared of coming near me but that's a little bit of a good thing for now:P Now i'm just hoping he doesn't burst into my room and see me using my laptop.kids are crazily curious creatures.
On a brighter note, i'm uber excited for Hillsongs concert!! LIKE,UBER UBER EXCITED!!! Did you know that the church hillsongs originated from was somewhere in sydney? my brother was telling me about it when i was there.. apparently it's not there anymore or something:[i think we drove pass the place? oh wells.. still uber uber excited!! uber hyped up CANNOT WAITTTT... i got 3 tickets? Supposedly for me, Stella and Lucas but then....we'll see. i mean, hillsongs.there's always people that'll want to go.
I'm busy but i'm blogging.The busier i am, the more i seem to blog. does this make sense? cause everyone else blogs only when they're free. i think it's my destress method.
You are the way
the truth and the life
we live by faith and not by sight for you
we're living all for you!!!!
tre arty
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11:05 AM|
