Tuesday, June 30, 2009


Dear Andy,

"When one door of happiness closes,another opens;but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."- Helen Keller

"The friend in my adversity I shall always cherish most. I can do better trust those who helped to relieve the gloom of my dark hours than those who are so ready to enjoy with me the sunshine of my prosperity."- Ulysses S.Grant

"In three words i can sum up what I've learned about life;it goes on"-Robert Frost

Well, I youtubed inspirational quotes and this video had some pretty good ones in there.. so yeah..there's a few.

I am in the craziest conversation ever with 6 guys and 1 girl on msn. Who are they?! BEATS MEEE. I know Joanne and Fabian luh.BUT. I really don't know how come there are five other unknown guys in this weird crazy conversation..MAKE IT 6-.- ohh boyyy....

24th-Founder's day
25th-Hillsongs concert:D
LOVES JULY. ttm:]

I cannot believe it yy! you really went to get oovoo!! haha! unbelievable.. anyways, i'm feeling way better today!! WEll, if i could talk crap i'm back to normal righttt..YESHHH:D still got blocked nose luhh so my voice still different and still cannot taste my food..but it also means that i eat faster. cause my head's like thinking," ahh!! not like i can taste it! let's get it over with!!"*gobbles food * heeee:]

If it's you for me forever
If it's you and me right now
I'd be alright,be alright<3

----edit-----
can i tell you i've been looking for the song "All the Young Dudes" by Mott the Hoople for the longest time ever but i still can't find it?! I mean the one that's on GH Aerosmith. the one they were playing during yy's birthday.which is almost 1 whole year ago. And i suddenly remembered...and i still can't find it.-.-

tre arty
@ 11:09 AM|


Monday, June 29, 2009


Dear Andy,

hEY GUYS!! THANKS FOR Showing your concern yeah! although when i said i was sick nobody made a big hoo ha until i got a fever.haha. anyways, i know a few are sick right? there's like, YY,Mefline,JJ,LULU.. get well soon too okay! we will drink lots of water and get better.FIGHTING!! AJA!!

my handphone is my alarm clock.and since everyone who know me would know that i might not even wake up after using 3 alarm clocks at one go,i feel so screwed.cause my mom is sick so i don't want to trouble her to buy me an alarm clock. belated pressie perhaps?haha..

tre arty
@ 9:50 PM|





Dear Andy,

Forgive me i'm trying to find
my calling i'm calling at night
i don't mean to be a bother but have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
and it's driving me crazy it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
he's determined to call her bluff...

Really? I've always wondered. If i disappeared, will anyone be looking for me? Will there be anyone out there other than my family that'll love me that much, if i disappeared, they'll go door to door with a picture looking for me. Ok la.. the 'marry me' part probably will never happen but i just put it there cause it's touching:]

If you caught me staring at you, would you stare back? Clare, curiousity gets the better of you MOST of the time. Maybe if i stopped asking myself such questions that are out of the blue random i wouldn't be so emo:[ Then again, it's the period when i'm always like that..

Blue Lan.hehe.. is it just me or am i really the only person who finds this name funny? He's hot though.He's got dimples:D

tre arty
@ 3:36 PM|





Dear Andy,

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M WAKING UP TODAY MORE SICK THAN YESTERDAY. MY HEAD IS THROBBING, I CAN'T SMELL MORE THAN EVER... why like that huhh... i cannot believe i ended up video calling yesterday. cannot believe it. at least yesterday i felt like talking. now i don't even feel like uttering a sound..

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ', she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ', no one in this world can miss you more than that.
ripped this off someone's blog. i would so like to see the guy's version.hehehe:] cause this one is pretty true...

ok. after AFA i'm gonna sleep this off.. i just feel like eating porridge for lunch,dinner and every other meal. i can't taste the food anyway. maybe that's why i'm upset. i can't taste foood!!! oh boyy...

----EDIT-----
My PM[ok. actually is it POM,PEM,PAM or PM?! confused*]. just the tutor in charge of your class anyways, like form teacher? oh well.. i just know that i saw 6550**** and i freaked knowing it was from the school so i tried to clear my voice as much as i could. Then i realised that he doesn't talk to me enough to know recognise my voice anyways! And i don't know why my voice sounded more girly... I thought it was about swine. turned out to be about not replying the email regarding elearning. epic win. i give my school thumbs up. they pay the tutors to call students one by one uhh-.- ok luh. my fault also la. cause i didn't read finish the email so i didn't know must acknowledge it:P

i''m in a nasty mood now. and nobody's here to say,"Cheer up!" cause school''s started. everyone's gonna be busy again:[

i have a confession to make. i have totally slacked my whole week away when my poly mates are chionging their ass off. and i feel damn bad but i can't do anything about it cause i can't be in school. but i could have studied to catch up with my work. and now there's this flu. today i'm going to rest early. tomorrow i'm gonna get study table out. it's serious shit man. study table only comes out during end of the years usually. oh wait. i don't think anyone knows that i have a study table( not the one in the study room. it's so stuffy in there and distracting. and i like to sing and study.and if you sang in the there echo will make you deaf...)

tre arty
@ 8:46 AM|


Sunday, June 28, 2009


Dear Andy,

Honestly, you never fail to brighten up my day you know?Maybe cause we both always talk a lot of crap or something. BUT. WALAOS.. I cannot talk now!! my sore throat is sooo bad!! I knew it. For some reason i knew that i'll wake up with no voice-.- i-am-having-a-flu.it's not 7 days yet. i think i'm actually freaking out inside of me but my mom insists she's not sick. come on la. she coughs whenever she opens the door. i swear she doesn't cover her mouth. GERM SPREADING?!GEEGEE man.

Didn't go to the dentist today. I so woke up at 12.30pm. I'm not the worst though.. Before my mama went to sleep she came into my room telling me dentist appointment's at 9am and also that my sister was gonna come home for Guitar Heroes with Yi Jun. HELLO?! What Guitar Heroes...I slept at 3 am and she wasn't even home yet. I wouldn't blame her for not being able to wake up this morning tooo:P

17th July- Peeps! How how? Since we start at.. uhh... prob either 6.30pm or 7.30pm( it always starts around this time?) I was thinking that i could go drop by NP. then i realised that there isn't an mrt at NP so maybe i should take mrt to SP meet up with some of the SP people for lunch then bus down to NP!!! CAll me a genius! Then i also fulfil my promise of dropping by both Polys!! Yesh clare. you did well. now it's just carrying out the plan:D

I just realised the problem with being in a girl's school. you cannot differentiate if you like a guy as a friend or as a boyfriend.hahaha!! I mean, i wouldn't be able to differentiate[or maybe i do?? bu zhi dao], and i know a few who CONFIRM CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE-.-hahaha epic win seriously. the evidence is being laid and she cannot tell.>.<

Answer for previous post: I believe in unconditional love:D So i guess if i loved someone i'll try and be there for them as much as i can...It's like how God's love for us is unconditional, my love for my friends are also unconditional. I mean, when your friend betrays you, i'm sure you're going to get hurt or something. But are you going to throw this friendship away without giving her another chance? No right!! It'll be difficult to trust her again but i'm sure time will heal all wounds:] As long as we open our hearts,the possibilities are unless! yeah. this was very random. This is my view.. on what love should be at least.

Stella's getting back today!! But i'm sick:( WE WILL CATCH UP ONCE I'M WELL...LOVES YOU:)

tre arty
@ 1:03 PM|


Saturday, June 27, 2009


Dear Andy,

CHAR,JO, ME!! hmm.. i think i should re-decorate the cupboard and wall.. revamp! ugh.. got no time..



my present:p

Lately I've been catching up with loads of people..and I feel like as if we've drawn closer together more than ever:D Happiness:]

Met up with Char and Jo at btp yesterday. We ate at my favourite Korean Food place! Apparently Char's never tried Korean Food before and Jo was too broke to eat there. I felt slightly bad. It was like, macham we went there just cause i wanted to.. Got my present from them!! I really didn't expect them to get me a present.I mean,it is pretty belated( almost 2 months late!!).. When they told me to flip to the last page and i saw the autograph my head was spinning like mad. I really was on the verge of tears until i suddenly thought,"maybe i'm guessing wrongly!!" then i got distracted.heng.. if not i would have cried..

Guitar Heroed and Cam-whored after. We had a slight amount of spare time so Jo asked to take my guitar out to play budden right.. she broke my guitar string.hurhur..I love you Jo! And you can change your msn dp already! I really don't feel angry so no need to say sorry okk? but you got penalty!! You have to teach me how to play I'm Yours, Hey There Delilah and Love Story okkk!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBGberJaIOI <=== to MELODYY- is that Donghae as in Super Junior Donghae?! no right? no right?hm..actually there are 2 guys there so...hurhur.

i realised something. zimzim always starts a conversation by typing," 0.0" is that like, normal?! i mean, just say hi okk!! anyway, apparently he had a dream about going on a date with liyu:] and he bit her arm...? hahaha!! weird la. and something about buying a pencil together.seriously, i am going to investigate this. what does this dream mean?

My July schedule.sigh* times flies..
3rd- F1 part-time interview
16th-harry potter movie( not confirmed? just somewhere around that time)
17th-Love MG
24th-MG Founder's day service and graduation thingy...

is that all? looks kind of... ughh..

Yesterday, while i was talking to everyone, if got me thinking. what is...love?
if you googled love, the number of results that comes out is 1 610 000 000. wiki states that.... ok. go read it yourself. it's so long.haha.here's the link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love ok. next post i'll write my thoughts. i'm still reading it-.- heeeheeeheee. GEEGEEGEEGEEGEEGEE... sigh* the mv is like, seeing double...:p

-----edit-----
I-AM-SCREWED. my throat's slightly sore and my tummy's upset:(

tre arty
@ 12:30 PM|


Friday, June 26, 2009


Dear Andy,

me,kara

me,sarah,LP

me,nerd( sorry! uploaded the more unglam one:[)

me,jie,Shu En

me,Jie Yi
Today was the ultimate bombz.. I went to CityHall thinking, "oh ok.. So I am about to go meet Grace,Cheryl and Nerissa." Then when i arrived Jie Yi just arrived too!! Jie yi my uber gay partner!! Ok, i just like to ask her is she misses me. Even back in sec school when she saw me every single day anyways:p
Headed down to hotpot culture without waiting for nerd cause she was late( in the end she turned up 2 hours later). Apparently Jie Yi was suppose to meet Kara and Shu En at vivo after that but since Nerd came late, we were still eating. So Kara and Shu En came down instead to watch us eat. The Fondue was really what we all came for.Everything else was quite good too though.haha!!Was really happy to see more of them than i expected.. Went vivo after that to meet up with Mariko. LP happened to be at the level 1 starbucks so we dropped by too. I really. Saw a lot more than i expected today. Managed to see Sarah Soon too!! Hope you're doing fine girl!! Study hard okie? Then there was yan fern( is that how you spell it? i forgot). We kind of stalked her.haha!! No la.. we just happened to bump into her. Yeah.

I met half of the class today. Seriously. Like, the other half on facebook. grace wanted to try oovoo to see if we had to download it to use. actually you can don't download and still video conference. Conferenced with Cassie( is Emma counted? Cassie was on the phone with Emma), Charis,Diane,Nerd and Grace. Then after some left others came. Cheryl, Mariko. haha..

----edit------
this was on the 25th.oh crap. i was so sleepy i fell asleep while oovoo-ing. although i heard grace's soft attempts of ,"clarissa!! oii!! clarissa!! don't sleep!!!" but then.. sigh*

Lunch at btp later. Fav Korean Food place with triplets.

Nowadays i've been very worried about you. Know that i love you no matter what ok?Cause i love you as what you are.

tre arty
@ 2:18 AM|


Thursday, June 25, 2009


Dear Andy,

harbour bridge after sundown

sydney opera house

harbour bridge before sundown. i'm regretting the fact that i did not insist that we climbed the bridge:(

You are looking at me drinking Campos Coffee. Apparently this place is world famous. Good stuff indeed. I drank this..can't remember what it's called. It's actually a scoop of ice cream with coffee in it so you eat a little bit of ice cream with a little bit of coffee. AWESOME sensation. Imagine the ice cream cold on your tongue for just a slight second before the coffee melts it then fill your pallette with heat not hot enough. jealous? totallly right?hehe.. I'm gonna put up pictures on facebook oon.Those on my blog are from my camera. The facebook ones will be mixed.. i think i have to change the format for the DSLR pics or something..

MAAD- July 4&5. I just discovered that MAAD stand for market of artists and designers. cool stuff. love that place. it's like a super mini-sized flee market with unique things. While i was at the airport i picked up this Singapore Museum Guide thingy and i was browsing when i came across the Red Dot Traffic museum? I found out that there is actually an entry charge except for the first weekend of each month, which is the only time i'll ever step into there so i never knew you had to pay?! Ha! Oh well, it's all thanks to Cassie and Emma really. uber long story. Dance anyone? Maybe we should practise on that weekend Jo!! Shall we!!! Pleaseeeee:] We could so do it on Sunday?

tre arty
@ 9:05 AM|





Dear Andy,

I FEEL LIKE AS IF I JUST WOKE UP FROM A HANGOVER BECAUSE..I JUST WOKE UP AND IT'S 3.30AM IN THE MORNING. I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I DID YESTERDAY!! WHAT DID I FREAKING DO YESTERDAY?! I THINK I DID IT AGAIN. ATTEMPT TO TAKE A POWER NAP AND TOTALLY OVERSLEPT. SHIT CLARE. YOU HAVE TO STOP IT.. hurhurrr..i-am-officially-either-turning-emo-or-changing-my-sense-of-style or something.. i feel like painting my nails. black. i don't even paint my nails often.

I am so bummed out. because my attempt to complete 'The Proposal' has totally failed. I freaking loaded the movie and watched it until the last 5 minutes! and i fell asleep what!! then my laptop hibernated-.- stooopid..

AND I HAVE SUPER WEIRD FRIENDS. CHERYL CLAIMS TO BE AT GRACE'S HOUSE.OKKK.. I JUST FIND THAT WEIRD. I DON'T KNOW WHY. BUT WHEN GRACE TOLD ME THAT CHERYL WAS THERE( OR WHOEVER WAS TYPING ON THE FREAKING KEYBOARD), THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT WAS,"IT'S 3 PLUS IN THE MORNING AND THEY'RE AT TONY ROMA'S?!!?!? ARE THEY CAMPING OUT?! " HAHA..BUT I THINK THEY'RE REALLY AT GRACE'S HOUSE. BU ZHI DAO. INTEROGATION TOMORROW DURING HOTPOTCULTURE. I WAS PARANOID ENOUGH TO ASK GRACE IF SHE'S OK WITH ME GOING( I MEAN, WHAT IF I GOT SWINE BUT I DON'T KNOW RIGHT!!). NEXT TIME IF THERE'S A PANDEMIC, I'LL MAKE THEM SIGN APPROVAL FORMS OR SOMETHING:]HEEEEE:) I AM SOO GOING CRAZY..

I AM HOOKED ONTO JAI HO. AS IN, I HEARD IT A MILLION TIMES IN AUS ON MY BROTHER'S IPOD WHILE HE WAS DRIVING. I-AM-GOING-TO-PUT-IT-EVERYWHEREEE.IT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD ANYWAYS..HEEEE:]
~YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I BREATHE..
YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I STILL BELIEVE
YOU ARE MY DESTINY
JAI HO...~
i didn't actually watch slumdog millionaire. I HAVE TO WATCH IT SOOOON. dearies, let's have a movie marathon!! we'll just STREAM LIKE MADD!!!:DDD Let's do that pleeeease.... hurhur.. we can oovoo and all stream together if you're kiasi for H1N1..haha!! who are the dearies!! i just decided to call a bunch of people dearies..i got nothing to call them anyway!! i always call them Kas & Co.. what if the rest don't like it?ha.. ok Kas, Stella, Melody,Fran,Rachel!! you are officially my dearies:D But then..melody is in both recess gang and dearies... dilema* aww shucks. i'll just call her melly or something..OII. AM I THAT BADLY LOATHED ENOUGH TO NOT GET ASKED OUT TO MOVIES.. I ALWAYS KENA THE FOOD INVITES... GROWING FAT LEH!


--------EDIT------------

I forgot to mention that the guy who's in the hannah montana movie and taylor swift's "You Belong With Me" Mv is also in one episode of House! i watched it on the plane.. Sho cutee.. i have to remember his name seriously.. i only remember his eyes and mouth and dimples.hahah!!

tre arty
@ 3:30 AM|


Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Dear Andy,

Let's keep running
for tomorrow
for our future
to become a shining light under the sun.

Love you loads:] If only we could meet up soon:(

tre arty
@ 2:52 PM|


Tuesday, June 23, 2009


Dear Andy,

"I don't understand you. I want to know you better. But are you willing to open your heart and accept me?If you do, why can't you just tell me what's troubling you? Am i that difficult to trust?" Sometimes i find myself thinking about this question in my head. When i totally don't agree on all the pessimistic views a certain person has, i ask myself that. Sometimes, i even ask myself this question. Yet, i lose myself when i do so. So why do people still question themselves? Why can't they just learn to trust the people around them? When i call someone my friend, i trust them. So there shouldn't be stuff i hide from them. Cause that's just tiring isn't it?

I feel like crying. Because there's nobody to call when i want to talk. There's nobody that's there to talk crap with me. There's nobody who's crazy enough to do crazy stuff with me. Because everybody is so close,yet so far. Now there's just FARRRRR...

Tomorrow i'm gonna sleep on the plane and sleep it all offffff. Ugh.

tre arty
@ 1:37 AM|


Sunday, June 21, 2009


Dear Andy,

HEEE:] about to go for wagyu beef.yeshh..wagyu beef!! Shioks.. whoever who reads this and goes,"HUH??!" cause they have never heard of wagyu beef, you are missing out in life my dear. Video called C.Sou yesterday. HER HAIR!!! Sheesh.. i can't wait to see it in real life. hahaha!! super rebel can! She's apparently going Bangkok today. Stella's going Macau today! Some school trip to visit casinos. CASINOS. HELLOS?!?! Hospitality and Resort Management student here?!?! Why am i not going huhh.... Heh.. Anyways, I finally went to read C.Sou's post. I feel the same sometimes too ya know.. So that's why i decided to give up. Sometimes it just gets too tiring right? Oh well.. my friends are the best although i feel so literally distant from them.Especially my secondary school friends. And LP just arrived back from hong kong. Raymond Lam concert and shopping with awesome friends?! Awww dang.. why couldn't i gooo:[ I think i might have to wait till i turn 21. not even 18. 21.haha!! Stella leh?! I don't get it. I don't understand her mother's logic. I mean, if she can't stay over at her friend's house until she's 21.. Why is she allowed to go for a 1-week long school trip?! Not like the teacher sleep in same room as her right?! Isn't it more dangerous?!Sheeesh...

I suddenly miss Tan M F. I haven't even talked to my friend online. why huhh.. Suddenly the mention of stayovers.. She used to stayover during school holidays and we would play mahjong at my old house with Kat?! Kat whom i have not talked to since Sec school cause i'm scared of her cause she's a prefect. Then she became scarier cause she became head prefect.haha!! i'm just weird luhh...scared of prefects although i got the ultimate geekiest uniform. Prefect not including my twin. I'm just not scared of my twin.

Okkk.. I'm still typing cause nobody seems to be leaving?!?!?!Everyone's still upstairs!! hmph. I'm hungry. ok.byeee:P

tre arty
@ 5:21 PM|


Saturday, June 20, 2009


Dear Andy,

Today woke up, went to this restaurant called "Pancakes on the rocks"[??!]. Apparently it's open 24 hours and i love pancakes so it's whoooweeeee for meee. at the same place we saw this place that's like a flee market so we walked around. Bought nougat. like, finally. but i haven't even tried them myself so i have no idea if it's nice. blah blah blah. i don't know how but we ended up walking into this candy store called "sticky" and while we were browsing they suddenly started to make candy behind the glass panel and this huge swarm of korean peeps just exploded into the place. Yeah. The way they make it, super cool.it's really an eye opener:] And i finally saw the sydney opera house. and i just pissed both my sister and zimmer off at the same time. WOW. eh? i dunno if i pissed zimmer off for real. i cannot tell. but then i feel pissed cause my sister just maligned me. and i don't have enough rite to correct her. UGH. stoopid>.< ramble..ramble..ramble..

I MISS MANY MANY PEOPLE. let's name them shall we? i think i practically miss everybody. not in order btw. joanne,charmaine, grace, stella,kas,fran,rach,tan mf,YY,DANI, En Qi, melody,cheryl,LP, shanice,xiaohui,C.sou, jasmine, val, church friends...are they counted? ok luh. Bf, xiao zhu, xiao gui...

clare is blessed! yeshh?
Bf, why are you so skinny?Huh? Can you eat more and sleep more?? my wangzi:] he's mineeee.muahahahaha:p

tre arty
@ 7:43 PM|





Dear Andy,

26TH JUNE 2009! ARE YOU READY?? HEEEEE:] they're coming over my house for guitar heroes! Initial plan was seoul garden but we're a little tight on the budget yeah? I think it's great to play guitar heroes at my place cause although the game's in my house, i haven't had much time to touch it either:p On the other hand-.- my aussie brother has been playing it. some friend in sydney has the game?and his friend downloads songs. go find the guitar hero version of Low. Super cool. Well, you either hate it or like it. It might come across as noisy.

Well, i feel very blessed to have great secondary school friends and poly mates. Loves them:]

Am i Pms-ing-.- i was so emo-ing 20 minutes ago..haha:]

tre arty
@ 1:01 AM|


Friday, June 19, 2009


Dear Andy,

too tired to blog. too tired for anything. :( btw, jayjays is currently my favourite brand. walked into the shop 3 times so far. and i walked out with over a 100 bucks of purchases everytime. at the end of the shopping spree, i hardly got any shorts. win lor clare. you win luhh..cannot find good stuff to buy for everyone either. i can't buy clothes for everyone right-.- Ok.

Thanks everyone who helped me do survey:] grace is the sweeetest can? she typed,

God doesnt need us, we need God.
Trust in the Lord and he'll make your paths straight.


in the email.:]

I cannot stop thinking about it. I am going to give up. Cause... yeah. i just want to give up. So i will. Sometimes i think too much too? Oh well...

Relationships. Ugh. It sucks when the the answer is vague or doesn't even make sense you know??Stoopid>.<

tre arty
@ 11:36 PM|


Sunday, June 14, 2009


Dear Andy,

Ok.Tomorrow till thursday i'll be at snowy mountain! So no online time for meee:[ boring... Anyway, i kind of went shopping and bought many many tops again. yeah. it's my favourite t-shirts.got a problem? walked into a stupid shop saw a pair of fabulous heels but didn't buy it cause there's no size. Dang... Now i'm told that i am no longer allowed to buy tops but must go look for shoes and i secretly want a bag.hehehehe:p Sadly, i must say my appetite for hoodies is not fulfilled. i officially get to keep one Country Road hoodie from my brother(YESHHH.. it's like, massive, i can wear 5 layers and it'll still be loose) So far i've had Vietnamese food, hong kong-chinese style food, dim sum.. Hello? are you sureeee i'm in sydney? Doesn't feel much like it. Heee:] oggayyy.. see everyone in......soon? yeshhh.. triplets outing-26th june 2009. MISS YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO MUCH!!! hehehehe... i feel like doing something stupid. can we do something stupid please?

tre arty
@ 11:32 PM|


Saturday, June 13, 2009


Dear Andy,

Pretty? Picture i took. Ok. This isn't the prettiest sunset pic among the bunch. But I'm a little lazy to sort.



Hehe... that think looks like the brush you use to wash pans. don't you think!!

Did i mention that i took all these photos?:] I think i've improved. Or my camera's just good. These are not even from the DSLR...the DSLR's pictures are nicer..

Yesh grace! it's my aussie brother! It's weird to refer him as my aussie brother? i'd rather refer him as my second brother.hmm..

Yeah. I also don't know what my sister's doing.

SIDE TRACK...

Ok. So when we went to changi airport we went popeye's for dinner. Oli and Yijun went too. Sadly, we ran into Gayle Nerva. Then i was thinking through my head. Ok. If she looks at our table right, will she say hi to Oli or will she say hi to my sis first? I mean, yeah. Maybe she forgot my sister already although they were from the same season of SI right? Oli is more well recognised in that sense? Yeah la. In the end she said hi to my sister when she was in the queue and my sis went to get don't know what from the counter. Super fake though. my sister was walking towards the counter and jasmine was like,"MELISSSAAA..." then they hug. Eww. No offense. But the fakeness. i want to drown in my ice lemon tea. seriously.

ok. back to post.

random pictures of houses i take. These are so old school. They're all so old school-like! It's like singapore's shop houses..those along who knows what road. i just know i pass by something like that when i take 139 to joanne's house.haha!!


PAddington market. Paddington is apparently like their orchard road. The market is like my MAAD. all the locally designed stuff. Except that the prices are more expensive than those in the shops. And those in the shops.are already crazy..


BLUE MOUNTAIN. that's why the view's blue. It's not cause of the mist or whatever.haha..

Taken at Wentworth Waterfall. Seriously, why is it called wentworth?It's like, not worth going. the waterfall didn't look impressive to me at all. I think i was too high up..

HEEE:] my first self-owned pair of sunglasses! With my own money ok... Ok la. I'm gross la. Zi pai. but you have to see it on my face right! What do you guys think?niceee??

Today's dinner: Fried Udon with black pepper and beef. Yeah. It's good ok. Btw, I also drank this Shark's Fin soup at the same place. I kind of ordered cause i got curious. It was the CHEAPEST SHARK'S FIN SOUP ever. 3 dollars!! And it was good! In the end there was so much shark's fin we concluded it was glass noodles.I mean, it was way too soft.cannot be low grade right? and they gave so much. and if you cooked glass noodles for too long, that's the type of thickness and texture you get.

Sydney's Chinatown.There's like, Seafood,Chinese food, Hong Kong food, Korean food and who knows what other food. there's just a lot of food in there.

my mother and her boyfriend...

I took so many pictures of the houses there? wouldn't it be awesome to have a house like that? it looks small on the outside but my mom told me it's actually big inside...

I arrived sydney with a churning stomach. Don't know why. It hurts ok.. better now. doesn't hurt already.but still feel a little bloated and my stomach is making strange noises every 5 minutes! ugh. maybe that's why i don't seem that happy.


pics from videocalling my classmate! who was beside me!! lame la...haha.top: jasmine and shan( what are they reading man? so concentrated) bottom:c.sou,me,yilei( yilei is trying to what, scare them?hahaha)

prettayeee pictureeeee...Top:val,xiaohui,yilei,shan,jasmine. bottom: c.sou,me,renee

Top:jasmine,yi lei,unknown hand.bottom: joey,renee,me,c.sou

Heeehee...What's wrong with video calls?! you tend to forget that the other party can hear you:]
EXAMPLE:
Xiaohui was IM-ing to her friend arron(is this the spelling?) at Koufu the other day. So i was like, "eh! Video call la!!" So she video called him. Scarly Jerome's laptop got problem so arron couldn't see us but we could see him. So i was complaining that he keeps walking all over the place. And then cause he was standing, so we see his stomch area(got cothes on la!) when he's near the screen right! Then i forgot what i said but xiaohui said,"eh! you know right! he got abs last time la!" then i was like,"hurhur.. how you know! why is it past tense ah? now don't have already ah?" then she went,"Last time he was in _____( i forgot the sport) what! But now, i don't think he got train already.." then blah blah blah. Then i was like,"EH! i want to see his dog again!! super cute!! ask him to let us see his dog la!" so xiaohui types. all this time right, although we video called, we kind of forgot that he could hear us. so we just typed. Until he walked away and we got super excited about him bringing the dog. He walks back in view then both of us exclaim,"EH!! WHERE'S THE DOG!! I THOUGHT HE WENT OUT TO LOOK FOR THE DOG!!!" then he started to laugh and we were like,"what is he laughing at ah?"*PAUSE* then we finally realised that he could hear us. dumb dumbs. and we so talked about his abs. although xiaohui doesn't seem to be bothered about it. hurhur...

Classmates going cycling tomorrow! i'm not there! Oh well.. i can't cycle:p I miss everyone so much... friday! choped for the triplets:] you guys start planning leh! then when i come back we're ready to goooo.. what shall we do seriously? go for picnic at marina barrage! i want! still haven't been to marina barrage. Last night while walking out of the restaurant i lifted my head and looked at the sky. Brilliantly filled with many stars. And all i could think about was how romantic it'll be to lie on the ground side-by-side with ______( fill in the blanks) and just stare at the sky. Sorry if i like stars la...When shall we go huhh... hmm.. Singapore don't have many stars.but as long as there are stars:) i loveees it. plan plan plan!!oh dear. am i allowed to invite other people on 26th?cause i really have no time leh...

tre arty
@ 9:43 PM|


Thursday, June 11, 2009


Dear Andy,

you lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around...you make me crazier...crazier.....
Loves<3
I'm gonna miss you:[

tre arty
@ 11:58 AM|





Dear Andy,

SERIOUSLY, my brother is the ultimate kuku. he called my mom just now thinking we were on the way to the airport and we're like,"HELLO?!?! our flight's tomorrow?" then he was like,"eh! shit. i rented the car one day earlier":p i don't know what to say to you.especially since the time difference is only 3 hours. not like america or something right?tsktsktsk...

tre arty
@ 12:42 AM|


Wednesday, June 10, 2009


Dear Andy,

i really gotta continue packing soon. i really feel like studying this holiday though. BETTER HAVE affordable clothes there. or else i angry!!!:[ yeshhh. life sucks.

tomorrow i've got to do this newspaper article. what better article than 2012 right?! i'm watching the video now. i guess the main problem would be trying to find the newspaper article itself. Like, my mom doesn't actually subscribe to straits times and i always felt that today is like the summarized version and don't include enough information. what are my thoughts about 2012? hmm.. you're gotta be in my class to find out.

I don't know who from my class reads my blog but i'll write it here anyways...
To HS0904: Please open up your emails okkk..i'm going to be sending 2 emails later.
1) email regarding the hospitality club t-shirt design competition. Please think enter this competition. Cause the shirt's gonna be used by all hospitality students.I have a feeling it's compulsory for us to buy the winning shirt cause it's going to be like our course shirt. In any event where we have a course outing of some sort, we have to wear the shirt.

2) this email is just to inform everyone to contact me whenever i'm online/via email. VIDEO CALL ALSO CAN. go download oovoo so can do mass video call. And just throw the work to me ok?As long as it can be done from outside of school, i'll do it. Don't just do everything and give me low marks for peer evaluation or something...

tre arty
@ 4:31 PM|


Tuesday, June 9, 2009


Dear Andy,

i feel so empty. I think i'm upset that i didn't get to go for LOUD camp. Everyone's there except meee..ok lah. And lulu and carita and lipmin. Not that bad? Don't know.

There's nothing to look forward to in september. I can't get my F1 job. I am so never going overseas for such a long time anymore. I'd rather spend the money on braces!And maybe a new pair of spectacles. And maybeeee make-up?? Foundation, Concealer,Blusher, Lip Gloss, eye shadow? I think i should get a few for back up although the only time i wear make-up is during formal family dinners/weddings.. Oh well.. see the price first yeah?

I miss him very very very much.It feels like it's been forever since i last saw himmmm:(

tre arty
@ 6:45 PM|





Dear Andy,

Kill me. Seriously.Bad enough that we might not have class outing, I can't go for my interview!! I can't freaking go for my interview cause it's on the day i come back! Just a few hours earlier than i arrive!! KILL MEEE!!UGH.I've been looking forward to this.Working at the F1 site. Just helping out, just being there.UGH. now i can't even fight for my chance. i don't get to fight. Cause i'll be in the plane. This is so annoying seriously. I better get to buy more clothes at cheaper prices.If i come back with anything less than 2 times of what i brought there i'm going to come back so depressed.Cause it's going to be chaos all over again. Projects, meet ups.

I'm sorry if i sound like i'm very stressed. I think i'm stressing myself out cause i know that i have bad time management.So my bad time management annoys me.BUT.If i don't even get a choice to this kind of thing, IT PISSES ME OFF TO THE MAX.. Ughhhh.. i need to go job hunting. Me want to work at F1!!!>.<

I'm very glad i have such great classmates:] veh veh fortunate of me..They'll never replace my MG friends.. I don't think anyone will. But they're special in their own way.... Although i give them shit sometimes. It's just me. I tend to procrastinate, procrastinate,procrastinate. have a bad temper? bu zhi dao. Some people say that i have bad temper.Joanne is it? and my expression scares people when i'm angry or something. oh well.. but i'm not angry la.. or worried? i get over stuff in like, 5 minutes. That's quite good right! Cause i stay happy for a really really long time.. but when i'm angry, it's only for a while...

I am listening to songs now. So i'm not as angry as just now( front part of this post).haha. lame. ok la. tired. I need to create a list of to-do lists that i need to do so that i can well, start doing them. this is confusing. oh well.. having a very bad tummy ache now though. it's like some piercing pain. i think i should go sleep now.

tre arty
@ 1:10 AM|


Sunday, June 7, 2009


Dear Andy,

Last friday went sakae sushi for lunch. It was like a mini celebration for Dorothy's birthday. Dorothy's actually my OGL from orientation..very nice person. also from Hospitality Club. She's the Assistant Director of Publicity:]


clockwise from left: ZimZim, Shaun, C.Sou,Kenneth Lim

Me with Kenneth lim. seriously la! This guy likes to bully me lor! At least i feel slightly victimised. Hurhur..



Me with JJ:]
Bottom 2 are pics with church friends. this blogger pic uploader is sot. i cannot sort the pictures one!>.<

Me and Wendy

Wendy,Carita, me, Lulu

Hurhur.. Poly friends again. Me,Dorothy,Sou,Renee

Me with the TWINS.. ugh. weirdos.hee:p
Today i'm going to let the pictures do the talking.


My little nephew.
It's funny how one thing happens
That changes your whole point of view
Everything that seems to matter
Is cast aside for a better dream

You're growing faster with every minute
Second photograph
I wish I could spend more time with you
My little nephew

Every day's a new discovery
I'm a child again looking through your eyes
Every step you're teaching me
Out of full cried "get up and smile"

You're growing faster with every minute
Second photograph
I wish I could spend more time with you
My little nephew

But you're far away and I'm over here
Memories are lost in the span of your soul
When I go will you miss me?
When I go will you remember me?

You're growing faster with every minute
Second photograph
I wish I could spend more time with you...

See you learn to tie you shoes
Say that skies are blue
And that your best friend is Winnie the Pooh

My little nephew

tre arty
@ 10:45 PM|


Thursday, June 4, 2009


Dear Andy,

This is the picture of a ruler stuck in well, hair. And it reads=5 cm. Who's head? Zimmer's:]
So actually, he claims to be 182cm. minus 5cm for the hair, you're actually only 178cm which is 3 cm taller than me dudeee!!Haha. Sorry ZimZim. i ran out of stuff to blog. Then i chanced upon this picture:pToo bad for youuuu...

I am changing my blog songs. I will change them according to mood or when i get this song stuck in my head. Yeah.

My head's about to burst man. My laptop is screwed up... AGAIN.Well, it screwed up a little.. And my brother refuses to let me borrow his laptop when we get to sydney.But come on man! You mean you expect me to carry the laptop there and the luggage there? GIVE ME A BREAK LUHH>.< It's like a holiday with stress written all over it.From packing to the holiday duration all in all. Sigh* I won't be meeting you guys cause i'm going Sydney. Miss you guys so badddd..:[ Miss me okayyeee. I am going to watch hannah montana on saturday:] This is not a bimbo show ok! I call it a chick flick.haha. I can't wait! It feels like forever since my last movie! What was it, knowing? or was it 17 again? Can't remember which one was the last.

Slap u. I still miss you loads okkk.. :]

That's it. I'm outta hereeee.....

tre arty
@ 6:40 PM|


Wednesday, June 3, 2009


Dear Andy,

Well, started school slightly later today. Since i got so nervous for stoooopid POM, i actually accepted the offer when c.sou asked me to go Kbox with ZimZim and Shaun. In the end the whole bunch decided to eat at chomp chomp. Bunch meaning, 9 of us? But the two Kenneths had guitar so we walked from yio chu kang to ang mo kio(hmm... from 1 mrt station to other, didn't seem that far afterall..). Ate some yoghurt, walked around.. played at the arcade..Finally reached chomp chomp at 9 plus? So it was really late when i left. I think i reached home at 11.40pm.hurhur... For the first time, my sister was earlier than meee:] She bought me Rochor Road Bean Curd. And I Ate It. Heee:] right after dinner/supper i still managed to eat.. Yi Jun was here too. So we Guitar Heroed for quite a bit after bean curd. Maybe this explains why i'm awake at 2.30am in the morning blogging cause my hair is still reeeeally wet. SMART.


I mixed the rice into the satay sauce:p Everyone thinks i'm weird lor! My logic is, there's such a thing called Satay Bee Hoon. So why can't you have Satay rice!! Btw, I tried it and it was actually pretty good stuff..

haaa:] Zimmer looks weird in the picture below... want to fight is it!!!Check out the amount of food at we bought:]




----------Edit----------------

What the piang. The above was meant to be posted yesterday as in Tuesday. I was so sleepy i forgot to post it. YOU WIN!!! UGH.

Currently stuck with many thoughts in the midst of attempting to study for Accounting For Assets. I thought like, the commonly asked questions this week.Quote," He says he likes me but i don't feel it!" Or " I like him but i don't think he likes me and we can't be together anyways" -C. Haha. Benefit-many people's names start with a C. So keep guessing. Those are from different people anyways...

I'm going to have to do lots of research soon. Such as newspaper article on the end of the world,2012. Seriously i still haven't managed to see such an article. It's all word of mouth and i have to do this 'presentation' on it for oral com?

Let's think anyway. What would you do before the world ends? I think i'll tell all my friends I love them and give each of them the biggest hug ever:]

Might be gyming tomorrow. I'm lazy but i hope we do. I'm stil stuck at that weight. I just want to lose 2 more before next week.. Seems impossible now though. Unless i go all vegetarian, exercise like some freak and just drink water...

I feel slightly ashamed of myself for thinking he's super cute:p And my mom freaking thinks i'm weird cause i bought a green ____ today! I mean come on man! who cares right. the colour quite nice what.haha!! how to match clothes sia. i dieeee. NEHMIND. pffft.

tre arty
@ 2:04 AM|


Tuesday, June 2, 2009


Dear Andy,

Just when you thought that everyone's moving on.. you realised that they aren't. It really scares me. What are we going to be like in 10 years? Will we even go for our decade old reunion? Last saturday my sis went for her decade old reunion. Attendance=7 inclusive of her from her class. People who i thought would go but didn't= Yi Jia(York Ying's cousin), Su Chen( Suyi's sister) and Ms Kek! MS KEK DIDN'T GO LEHH!! My sister's form teacher and my co-form teacher didn't go for a class reunion...sheeshh.. Slightly disappointed. Because 10 years later, i might be one of those that don't turn up or cannot turn up but can't even make a bigger effort to push aside some time.. And my sister hardly recognised the people from her class. Will that happen one day? Becoming total strangers with the people i've spent 1 whole decade studying with, to the point where i can't remember their name.
If i ever got my heart broken, i don't think i'll be just as hurt as now. Because i suddenly feel like as if i lost all my friends:[ Easily influenced i guess. I'm sadly affected more by text than words. And recently,i haven't read very pleasant things on other people's blogs. And it just upsets me when all my friends are upset:[
It's really lost. You'll never get the same feeling again. Even if you put on the uniform again, go to school at 6am in the morning,it'll never feel the same again. Everything's just left a memory...
But it's the best memories i'll ever have. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH:[

tre arty
@ 12:43 AM|