Thursday, April 30, 2009
Dear Andy,
TODAY WAS XIAO HUI'S BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO HUI!! Although today is ending in like, soon... PICTURES!!tomorrow.. reasons why my blog is so wordy-pictures always come tomorrow. but tomorrow never comes...
I suddenly feel so drained. like the energy got sucked out of me. and super uber emo. I don't feel like celebrating my birthday anymore... I can't believe i'm planning my own birthday. It makes me wonder," Have we distanced that much? To the point where making an effort to actually come became so difficult? So that's what they call moving on huhh...." It's not gonna be the same again. And no offense to Divya, but although i end earlier, i feel that i have the right to be selfish once in a while and say that i don't think i want to go all the way to jurong just to celebrate our birthdays...Because i feel like as if although it's my birthday, it's about everyone else other than me. Especially when everyone expects me to plan it. Cause i fit my time into their schedule on my birthday?! I'm not gonna enjoy it.At least not as much.I just know it...AND FYI TO THOSE IN JUNIOR COLLEGES,I am not freaking free. Stop assuming that i'm free ok? i used to be free when school didn't start but now i come home late for dinner and at 10 plus sometimes... And i have homework.
Not that i mean to be so emo or grumpy or whatever, but this is my blog, and i feel like shit now..
And Nelson just called me to ask if i can go on sat. I'm gonna ask mom after posting this..*crosses fingers* You really can't blame me for having no exposure to anything... It's like blindfolding a person and asking them what they see... I haven't felt so terrible in such a long time, i find it unbearable. Maybe i changed. Cause the truth is, I never used to look for friends when i have something that upsets me. I've always kept it to myself...
Did i forget to mention that we went to the Gym and for a Swim? Pictures tomorrow.Really. Promise. But on facebook cause there's just way too many....
This insecurity, I hope it goes away soon..
As we go on,we remember
All the times we, had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever~
*forces a smile*
tre arty
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10:19 PM|
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Dear Andy,
I am so tired.. my eyes can hardly open. But why am i awake? yeah, i'm asking myself that too... Today mom got super pissed cause she didn't want me to go CHC.. I don't know how to convince her.. Although i already told her that i would go 'try out' some other church, i really want to attend next week's service though.. maybe... just maybe...i'll be able to convince mom to go with me..It's times like these that make me realise how we should trust in the lord and not lean on our own understanding( hurr.. there's no understanding part here. i don't get why she's objecting.like, just don't get it..)...Thank you cheryl!! thank you very very much for helping me tell vincent!! Very paiseh. especially since on friday i so screwed up during work.. I missed out an order and i didn't know that we had coke light-.-( cause it wasn't at the dispenser thingy what!!) this guy had diabetes then he so almost left.. luckily i called vincent.. wahh....really super paiseh la.. he somemore said that for a newcomer, i ain't exactly very bad..then next day i drop the bomb about quitting?! ok.. i didn't cheryl's helping me drop it.. which does seem a lot worse but i can't bring myself to do it. As a manager, he's just too nice la. If he was the mean type maybe i would have been done in a jiffy.. i haven't even met the higher post manager during my work there!! clarissa ah... you are just way terrible man.. paiseh.. i was late for lunch at Roland's... forever. i'm always late.. What nelson said was right though.. i'll keep that in mind and try not to be late anymore ok!!(eh.. i hope he doesn't read this. it'll be feeding his ego-.-) ayo.. i want to sleep already la.. it's just that tomorrow there's this cellgroup meeting that i want to go to.. problem is, my mom is singing her karaoke outside then i don't dare to ask. Especially after this morning?what, am i crazy? but i'm seriously dozing off here... see first la.. actually i just realised that i have homework to do.. so i'm so going to do it now. This is such a huge chunk!! I forgot my paragraphs~Oh well...:P
tre arty
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12:34 AM|
Monday, April 20, 2009
Dear Andy,
So today was the first day of skooool... i can't believe that we had to spend so much on notes and textbooks and i'm not even done buying all of the textbooks..now i'm wondering if i can cope with work and school.. i might end up quiting earlier la... Sheeeet.. Ok.. i need to get my GPA up yeah? NUS. I AM SO GOING THERE. HMPH.So this is what i'm gonna do this week. Tuesday, i end at 6pm. Wednesday there's laptop configuration. Thursday Club Crawl.. It's some CCA registration fair thingy.. Friday we're going to watch 17 again!! WHOOOOHOOO! zac efron ok!! heeee:D Sat i'm going to eat with the church at Roland's. Sunday is Ethan's birthday so we're going to celebrate?! haha.. Sheeesh.. I'm so busy la.. I really hope i do manage to work one way or another.. a bit paiseh if i say i want to quit now also right?i want to work but time isn't on my side... Everything is clashing. how am i suppose to say i choose work over God or work over family? It's like, both wrong right!! So how to work on weekends now huh!! Clarissa!! Howw huhhh....Ok!! pictures coming up sooon!
tre arty
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8:26 PM|
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Dear Andy,
Outing with RECESS GANG+ Diane!! Dani forgot to invite melody-.- and they're in the same school...Oh well.. i don't think she's fully recovered from her sprained ankle. Met up with york ying earlier than arranged timing cause daniella was suppose to meet with her earlier but didn't? Haha.. I think we're really similar cause we get impatient when people turn up late yet we're the ones that are always late to the max.. she called me so many times la! I really felt like rejecting her call with my phone spoilt and all....
York Ying has this mad mad mad obsession with someone! It's seriously crazy ok! She took out a year book she borrowed from a friend and she'll let you look at him for awhile...but.. only awhile!! if she thinks that you're staring too long to maybe have a crush on him too then she'll snatch the year book away from you:DD Heeee:)
Anyway, so altogether there was yy, dani,en,clara,diane and i.After buying movie tickets, dani got her eyes glued to the screen showing the trailer for the '3D Jonas Brothers Concert Experience'( or whatever it's full name is..) she didn't even realise that we all sneaked off! We went to hide outside the toilets:] She really didn't see at all-.- she started to walk down the escalator!So we followed her 3 floors down and still managed to scare her.. she actually didn't see a whole bunch of people tailing her la! And she kept insisting that she turned around and saw no one there:]
KNOWING was....huh??!!
IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED IT AND PLAN TO, DON'T READ ON...anyway, we missed part of the front part but probably not much.. everything was super scary at first..and we were all freaking out[yy and dani started crying] and then after that it got really lame( like, i don't know how to make a good ending, so i'll just crap something up lame).. yy was saying,"oh my god. if a spaceship appears then this will be so lame la( just then the spaceship appears*)..HAHAHAHAHA!!!" In the end.. i don't even want to talk about what happened right at the end.. it's rubbish can... they might as well make it M18 and let them run naked seriously..
oh well.. Clara's leaving on friday:[ I was telling her that i might visit her next year june? But she said that she would have graduated!!Geez.. I always have bad timings..Let's just wait for poly to start huh..
Orientation's tomorrow.. Maybe after poly starts, i might not want to go taiwan anymore? More people should go for past vs present and stop asking that common question,"Who's Going?" Like, how would i know??! I'm just putting it as my display message cause it's not widely advertised( unless you visit the school website every other day or by word of mouth)..I really don't care if there's anyone going that i might not enjoy hanging out with. Cause after so many months, I even miss the people i used to loathe. Cause the fact is, those that you hate also make your life complete.. In the eyes of others, you might be someone that they find annoying or just an eyesore too. Nobody's perfect anyway.. Just suck it up and go for sat's past vs present ok people?!Hah.. i don't even think the people who asked reads my blog.. I'm just typing out my thoughts...
Honestly, if my appetite's not back by next week i'm going to see a doctor..I haven't eaten as much as a full meal( comparing to the meals i used to eat) per day and it's sort of giving me the creeps.. I hardly touched my KFC yesterday( i ate half of the popcorn chicke and poured the rest into dani's box when she went to buy ice cream and threw away the fries.When i came home my mom gave a bowl of chicken soup and i poured half of it down the sink while no one was looking. But i didn't feel bad about wasting the soup( like what i would usually feel).I felt worse trying to drink the soup. I suddenly felt the same as when i was 5 and trying to force the food down although i'm pretty much full and i felt like i was gonna puke all the food along with my guts or something... There is nothing good about this:[
Got work later! Hope dani uploads the pictures soon.. We didn't take much with my camera cause my camera 'sucks'. And the reason according to dani,"your camera is 10.1 megapixels!! mine's better! mine's 7!!" which really makes you question,"How is that better??!" Haaaaa!!" Cause it doesn't take all your flaws!!" rights..
I forgot to mention that i finally saw Divya online yesterday! So we are going to celebrate our birthday on the day itself and for the 4th or 5th year in a row, we're
going to escape theme park on the 8th of may:) haaa:D I hope it does happen this year then. Cause we never made it there. Meaning, i haven't been to escape theme park for 4 or 5 years:] Yeah right la.. i'm so doubting the plan.. Divya's school is right at the other end of Singapore.. I don't think it's gonna happen.. They should open another theme park in the west:P
tre arty
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12:33 PM|
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Dear Andy,
I LOVE LI PIN I LOVE LI PIN I LOVE LI PIN. HAHA:) Why am i the only one rotting at home huh.. if only i made it into ngee ann:( Direct bus la.. and everyone else that got into poly's there.. ok.. except what, grace and bernice and cassie and emma?Meeting recess gang later on.. Mom wants me home for dinner:( I'm meeting recess gang for dinner la.. unless i meet them and just come home for cold food. and my mom's still gonna be super pissed.. it's not like my mom's going overseas anytime soon right? Clara's like leaving on friday already... Life is hectic now... fun in a way though.. at least i'm moving at a pace i feel comfortable at.. not exactly stressful.then again, it's probably cause school hasn't started yet..
I haven't even ask divya how she's celebrating her birthday yet... originally i wanted to go over to her school since stella's there too and everyone else studies in the west.. problem is they probably end super late.. I don't wanna celebrate my birthday alone:( where's the fun in that?? And it always seems like those in jc are just so busy, there's just no time to catch up.I often end up thinking, will i be like that when i start school? Will i ever stop and think to myself, how are the rest doing? The only thing in life that's constant is change. Hmph.. change has never been easy.not to mention adapting..
I'm going all emo:( the other day melody was online and she didn't seem very happy.It's like she's too stressed out over her school workload... I'm worried about her:( hopefully she made friends that'll brighten her day:( Ahhhh.... Sian:( I'm just totally typing whatever i'm thinking.. It's upsetting though..
Ok.. since everyone's so busy i'd better ask them to keep our birthday date free.... then maybe we'll go for a movie and dinner or something...Hmph. But i have to figure out who to ask huh.. who plans their own birthday in the first place huh-.-we should just celebrate on founder's day then-.- the whole cohort will be celebrating with us:)
tre arty
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12:35 PM|
Dear Andy,
tre arty
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12:35 PM|
Monday, April 13, 2009
Dear Andy,
Something is wrong with me.. i'm totally freaking out cause i don't have an appetite and i'm suffering trying to eat the porridge but my stomach is growling!!but i don't feel hungry leh!! shit. i hope i'm not having some eating disorder or something...
tre arty
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3:56 PM|
Dear Andy,
meeting recess gang this week(hopefully)!! Haven't seen them in seriously..a super long time.. and i only have a pic with yy cause en and dani didn't go for class reunion:(
haha!!sneaking? oh boy.. i suddenly miss my brother so much.. june!! 2 more months:) i'll be able to see what bad living conditions you're under:)
this was taken from the raffles town club suite!! the place where my sister had her birthday party!! haha.. she bought 2 bottles of alcohol there.. then when she came home the amount of bottles multiplied. so my mom was like,"ehhh?? i thought you told me you finished the alcohol?!" then my sis was like," yeah i did.. but all my friends brought alcohol there!!"
we're being extremely weird...
everybody dance now:) no glasses!! and hotshot is getting really difficult:P
kas came to city harvest yesterday:)we need to meet up and talk soon yeah?preferably not with any parents around.. 8th may kas!!hee:) keep that friday free:)hmph.. 8th may is still far away though.. we're like meeting once in 2 months... after may the next time would be what...july 16th? unless we meet up during june holidays?
heh.. i think i look better with joanne's spectacles.. mine are just way too reflective and i always wanted this type of frame... mom's excuse-" you still have 2 boxes of contact lens!! can you please use them?!" nooooo!!! don't like contacts:P STELLA~!!! heee:) stella:] stella was so cute when we asked her that question...i don't mean it in a lesbo way la..
Just now i came online and doreen freaked me out by telling me that orientation was tomorrow and wednesday. i even called the school to check!! i don't know where she gets her information from-.- she told me that some guy texted her and told her that it was changed to tomorrow and wednesday.. and when she went to check it online, it became 10th-11th cause she ended up looking at the year 2007 orientation-.- hah....
Stuff to look forward to despite not liking orientation:
- Check out if there are cute guys in your class:] hah..eyecandy:D
-at least i can know abit more to aid me with the choice of CCAs... really man..netball or floorball.....
Yeaaaahh..thaat's really all... i'm working by myself today:( no cheryl no grace.. i have to really start remembering how to differentiate the sauces and the full names of the dishes.. oh dear...it's the 2nd day of work..but i feel worst than the first...
tre arty
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11:39 AM|
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Dear Andy,
my latest gadget!! the magnum thumbdrive!! i cannot make firm decisions.. at first when i told my sis that there was this thumbdrive she was like,"eh!! i want!!" then when my mom's boyfriend asked me i said that i didn't want it cause it was expensive.. so my mom's boyfriend and i got off the car to go check out the thumbdrive.. it was so cuteeee hahaa:) it's beside me.. i think it's too big to fit into my wallet... maybe cause i keep my guitar pick and thumbdrive in my wallet that's why it's so fat?! awww. but i don't wanna take my other thumbdrive out...
mommy doesn't want me to do dance any more.. she wants me to pick up guitar again cause i have a guitar already but i don't even know how to play a tune.. i still remember some of the notes ok!! for a person with short term memory.. it's an achievement ok? i think.. haha:D thank you joanne! you taught me how to do the multiple shots thingy on my camera!! i need to start playing with my camera soon.. maybe i got it before my birthday that's why i feel like as if i didn't own it or something...
work is in 1 hour and i haven't bathed.. awesome.. just great.. bye bye people!! time to go screw things up:P
tre arty
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3:53 PM|
Dear Andy,
clarissa is crazy. she's going for mg past vs. present cause it's 8.00am to 11.30am... as to the how she's gonna drag herself up at that time, sigh* plus 12.30 stufff...work.. hmph.. i'll be out the whole day... big big heavy bag i guess.. standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heaaaart out!!!!!
i feel like screaming to my heart's content.. haha.. actually i want to sing to my heart's content.. mumzies singing karaoke outside.. perfect to lock your room door and start singing, don't ya think? ok.. can play netball basketball badminton.why'd they have to have tennis:( if i played they'll run out of balls cause i'll hit it all out while attempting to serve... we won't be seventeen forever, and we can get away with this tonight~
i hope i make friends in poly.. i hate the fact that i spend half of my free time wondering what poly'll be like.haha:) should have been more independent huh... sigh* going to school by mrt!! oh the horror!! just when you realise that you're spoilt, you realise that there are tons worst than this...
oh sheeeeeeesh!!! I totally forgot that luo zhi xiang is coming to singapore on the day that everything above's gonna be on.. great..just great.. noo seeing himm:( ok clare. you're going to save up for next year's taiwan trip remember? then you can see him at an autograph session without waiting half a day!! i am half awake now.. meaning i find myself stupid actually waiting half a day without actually saying anything to him when you reach the table.. so you sort of get off from there as fast.. whyyyy clare? why???
ok... sorry cheryl..i'm really sorry!! will tell you tomorrow after work. oh geeez..work.. i forgot about that.. ok...
tre arty
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12:48 AM|
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Dear Andy,
Clarissssssssaaaa.... why are you so bored huhhhhhh... i need to do something. i feel like as if i'm this worthless person polluting the air with carbon dioxide and wasting the earth's resources.....
Today i'm going for thai food. it's mumziesss boyfwenddds birthday woorrrzzzzz....( how the hell do people do that wthout goosebumps?haha) and we're sort of celebrating mumziee's birthday too cause it's in 3 day's time... I am getting my secret recipeeeee birthday cake this yeeeeear.. why?cause if i don't it'll be the third year in a row without a birthday cake at home... it kinda sucks... first year's excuse-grandpa passed away so you're not suppose to celebrate( so there wasn't even a present) second year's excuse-well, you got one i school didn't you?( i got some sign thingy saying 'daughter' or something for my pressie) I'm sorry. i can honestly admit that i'm spoilt. for a person who's always gotten a present a day last time when she was a kid, as it gets lesser, i feel bad cause by 20, i feel like as if i might not even get a christmas present.. ok la.. so i got a digital camera for my present and i'm already using it...
Yess... here's to clare the ultimate spoilt brat....well, haven't had thai food in ages(excluding thailand trip.. thai fooood in singapore).. i want to eat my favourite pineapple fried rice....
Oh dear.. i am really spoilt!! And cause i've been so bored doing nothing at home, i've been thinking so much about MG la.... Maybe i should go for MG past vs present.. i miss playing netball:( and i don't think i'll be joining netball in poly... probably join floorball instead( floorball makes people get butt aches though>.<) I really cannot imagine adapting to poly... and it's probably cause you grow overly attached to a school you spent 10 years in...ok!! clarissa!you can do it!!! now you have to stop blogging cause you need to bathe!!!! i finished skip beat! chapter 138:( new chapters come 5 may. i can start counting down.. i'm gonna go read Special A. Currently forgot where i last read until so i'm gonna go figure it out.. there are 99 chapters completed.. currrently only translated 96 chapters though.. after i finish that i'll just go re-read harry potter eh?! then later i can go learn korean from my book thingy... yes. you got your weekend covered,clare.... a round of applause:)
tre arty
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6:10 PM|
Dear Andy,
TOMORROW IS TRAINING DAY AT TONY ROMA'S. IF I SURVIVE... COME EAT THE FOOD THERE AND TEST OUT MY SERVING SKILLS XP WHOOO... LET'S HOPE THAT I DO SURVIVE....
tre arty
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1:34 AM|
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Dear Andy,
oh dear... my timetable kinda sucks.. i end at 6pm for monday and tuesday, 1pm for wednesday, 2pm for thursday and 12pm for friday!! yikes.... now i prob won't be able to have 2 CCAs at a go huh? especially if i'm about to keep up my 4 days per week work schedule for my ultimate holiday!!! ultimate!!!heee=] joanne knows what i'm talking about yes? although chances of my mom allowing... sigh* i'll wait till my 18th birthday's over and when i'm deemed fit to be half an adult:P
Went to collect my graduation cert today with jasmine and joanne.. MGS PAST VS. PRESENT GAMES..it's next saturday.funny huh? Min was asking me via sms if i wanted to go and then when i went to school i saw Mrs Kwan and she asked me the very same thing. and when i asked about the time, they both asked me to check the school website!! thanks a lot yeah?
Watched Ai Dao Di with joanne just now.. as much as i LOVED.like, yeahhhhh... the EYECANDY?!?! heee:D I honestly thought that the 4th story didn't get the highest rating from me cause the story line is shit!!( whoops.. am i offending anyone out there?!) wang zi had like some bloody cameo of 3 mins luhhh.. 3 mins( or 5?)!! oh well.. I liked it. haha. as in, overall.. i liked it. stupid way of making the ending so abrupt lah!! they can't even transition the stories to sort of link in a way.. it just ends with a pink screen with the name of the particular diretor for the story that just ended. I'm confusing myself.. no money!!! I need to watch 17 again!!! ahhhh!!!! ZAC EFRON<3.. I hate myself... i'm a monster.. my idols are all over the world.. haha.. america, korea, taiwan, japan....everywhere!!!
Ellie turns a month old in like, 12 days?! It annoys me that i bring food up to my brother's house almost every other day but i haven't once seen my little niece with her big bright eyes open and her wide smile showing her cute little dimples.. it bugs me ok!!Ok.. peeeektures..
So cuuteeee riggggght!! Ellie's head looks so small beside Ethan's and Ethan's one is already tiny!! i can grab his head with one hand!! ok.. as in,yeah.. i don't literally lift him by his head.. my hands can just fit the diameter of his head? how am i suppose to explain this?haha.. april 20th Ellie's gonna be a month old and on 26th Ethan's gonna be 3!!Sigh* 17?I still feel slightly old..
ooohhh....my birthday is exactly 1 month away!!8th may:) I'm going to insist that Divya celebrates with me again..how, my twin? we're in different schools now:( Ugh.. I'm making myself emotional again..
Just now i was reading the testimonial that Ms Or wrote and i was thinking to myself," Do teachers have to write a certain minimum number of word limit thing? Cause for me,my secondary life didn't seem fruitful in terms of achievements. Yet, My testimonial managed to be pretty long?" Oh well... just do more stuff in poly. watch out for me world:) I'm determined to make a difference...
tre arty
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11:08 PM|
Dear Andy,
OMG.I AM ABOUT TO DIEEEEE ... stupid!!stupid!!!stupid!!!!life is unfair!! my sister just came into my room and she was like,"ruby...ruby...ruby..ahhhhh" FREAKING HELL!!!! SHE WENT FOR THE KAISER CHIEFS CONCERT!!!!NOOO!!!!! it is nooo fair!!!jason mraz then kaiser chiefs... there are generous people in her life man.. free tickets seem to zoom around her all the time...
tre arty
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12:35 AM|
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Dear Andy,
Recently i have this post-skip beat! anime craze which is, well, the MANGA. haha.. i think i'm going crazy. I'm really sorry joanne.. i slept at.. i don't even remember.. it was just bright outside and this is a freaking 130+ chaptered drama. and i'm already at chapter 122. i started at 67 cause it's the end of the anime and i just started reading this yesterday. see my problem?! i can't put down a drama,book,anime,manga once i start!!! it kind of sucks!! cause i actually like this manga! and cause it's ongoing i think i'll cry my all the water out of my body when i chapter 130+ and it freaking stops there and i have to wait for it to come out which is who knows when and cause it isn't the end i'll just keep anticipating.. just keeeeep anticipating.. sigh* what will i do with myselff???BUT REALLY SORRY JOANNE!! I WILL NOT BE LATE TOMORROW!!! I HOPE NOT!! wow.. but at least joanne knows me( habit of oversleeping) and went somewhere else?! I have to do something man.. i hate it when people are late. but i'm always the late one. that really makes me hate myself.. bummer....
MY PHONE IS SPOILED AGAIN. IT'S 5 months old and i already sent it for repair once. same problem as last time.. i can't hear the person on the other end of the line.. so if i get a call or call someone with my handphone, THAT PERSON'S GONNA BE PUT ON SPEAKER cause i can't find my handsfree set thingy.. this totally sucks..my mom hates my phone now.. i still like it though=( i've never had a phone that i can't bear to part with before... and if you gave me a choice, i'd buy it again:( i need to work something out with the sony ericsson people... get a replacement with the same model? is that even possible nowadays?! thank goodness there's such a thing called warranty eh???
tre arty
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8:57 PM|
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Dear Andy,
Haha.. today i went for ______. and it was freaking difficult today? paiseh. i just can't type/say it cause i feel damn paiseh about it. anyways, when i came back my mom, sis and yijun( sister's friend) and i went to her suite to check in and do free labour( haha.. carry stuff).. It's quite big for a suite but i don't see how 30 people can fit in there. everyone's probably gonna be standing yeah?good luck to that..and at the midst of the party i'm blogging cause i'm not invited and my sister's parties are the only ones i probably wouldn't crash cause she's scary when she's fierce:)will post pictures of the suite when my mom passes back my camera... anyway, for a person who is pretty much always starstruck, i'm not surprised why my sister wouldn't allow me there.. apparently Oli's gonna be there( well,duh..) but Darren's gonna be there too..don't know his surname but he's dating my sister's friend? i think... haha....am i even allowed to say this? i don't think my sis will read my blog.. or she'll slap me when i post the no make up on pictures..
Sigh.. yesterday i was talking to Melody and we were like having this competition on who loves who more and started posting gay display messages:P I really miss melody:( when will we meet again huh? you being ever so busy for school... and that poor girl sprain her ankle! must take care ok? LOVE YOU!<3 muackksss*gets goosebumps* haha..
As most people know, melody and i always end up fighting cause we always have different views.. we were talking about how she has to put in more effort into her studies especially since she's having A's next year( omg!! it's next year!!) and it's not anywhere easy compared to O's and it's the ultimate exam that'll eventually decide which uni you'll go. So i said that she must 'mug hard' then after that she said that she'll start mugging SOON( soon never happens for me. soon had better happen for her=]) and that she's gonna mug so hard she's gonna turn into a MUG( sigh* we can get so lame sometimes..haha) and i said that she can store all the sweat into her mug until it's full( as in, cause you mug hard then all the effort will make you sweat, so since you're a 'mug' it's gonna be in the mug) and then you can turn it into wine and drink it( it's a sybolism[omg.. 6 months without school and i forgot to spell.. did i spell it right??!] that she can party!!you know, when people party, they drink?get the drift?).. Anyway, she kept insisting that it was gross.. the idea of sweat and all and that you could only turn water into wine cause it was in Fahrenheit 451 and some part of the bible.. ok. that was long. i have fulfilled my idea of a post then=)
Dang.. i think i blog to comfort myself that i'm no longer in MG and that people( are there people reading anyway? haha.. maybe it's just me blogging and reading. how sad?) i loved talking to cannot talk to me much now that they're so busy... stupid melody. you always make me freaking emo after talking to you on msn. i still feel emo although you talked to me yesterday!! and she was saying that when she had this image that when she sprained her ankle she imagined that she'll make me piggyback her if we were still in MG.... I suddenly miss school so much.. like how we would sneak off to the water cooler and run from the scary uncle.. and hanging out in the cleanest toilet in the school!! and eating yong tao fu and black sauce egg!! i haven't seen black sauce egg anywhere else before.. we need to find out which school the malay uncle's working at!! go and crash!!! My school life's over. cause poly will never give me better and more fun memories than secondary school. i'm sure..
tre arty
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12:49 AM|
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Dear Andy,
So this is how i spent my April Fool's. I watched finish the whole Skip Beat! anime, as in straight-through-25-episodes.. It is not worth losing sleep to watch this whole anime to find out that well, DUH, there has to be a second season since they left so many unanswered questions. And there you are, lying on your bed thinking,' ok, so i stayed up for this?!' Plus the fact that you're already in a prettty much PMS-y mood and you no longer can move a finger, you fall asleep only to wake up hours later in the most uncomfortable position( my neck felt like it would snap like a twig in any second).. anyway, i woke up and well, started surfing the net before buying dinner. AFTER THAT, THE JOKE BEGAN. FRIGGIN HELLZ.
it first started with.... the msn conversation between my brother and I.
eLvin says:
clarieee... i'm flying back on sunday..
eLvin says:
dun tell ma riee
clarissa says:
fuckkk!!
clarissa says:
noooo shit@@
clarissa says:
shit
clarissa says:
i just typed the f word
clarissa says:
omg
clarissa says:
omg
clarissa says:
are you friggin kidding me?!?!
clarissa says:
i'm about to faint and die
clarissa says:
die!!
clarissa says:
nooooo way!!!
clarissa says:
for real??
eLvin says:
oi...stop using e f word like its nothing
clarissa says:
i haven't used it in...
clarissa says:
uhh..
clarissa says:
have you ever seen me use the f word?!
eLvin says:
anyway..ya
clarissa says:
eh!! wait, seriously ah?
eLvin says:
becoz my PR got revoked...
eLvin says:
so i cant stay in sydney anymore..
eLvin says:
i will tell mum soon
eLvin says:
but yaa..
clarissa says:
omg.
clarissa says:
that's damn sad
clarissa says:
why did it get revoked?!
eLvin says:
it din go thru laaa
clarissa says:
so it's not cause you stayed in singapore too long?
eLvin says:
no laa
clarissa says:
give me your number
clarissa says:
mel wants to call you
well, when mel wanted to call him, i was already in my sister's room freaking my ass off. like, hello!!! you can't just come back ok!! i have to move out of my room you know!! i mean, your room. and i was like, super uber upset that he didn't get his PR but super happy that he'll be coming back and i'll have my guitar hero-dynasty warrior pal back... and then when i called him, just when i was about to pass the phone to my sis,' HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S!!!' ugh. i dread that feeling. cause i could imagine what my expression was like and no matter how i tried, i would never be able to force a smile cause of the shock.i can't believe it! how dare they pull such a prank on me!! and what the biang!! my sis was talking on the phone when i went in. AND SHE WAS TALKING TO MY BROTHER. i was wondering why her tone sounded so off.. me walking in on her while she's talking on the phone? i wouldn't get a smile...and she even told the person on the line that it was her sister..=[ By the way, HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY MEL!! For pulling that prank on me, you're getting your present late!! And i guess it doesn't make a difference considering the fact that well, yeah, you're gonna work on thursday and celebrate with your friend on friday and probably stay over at wherever hotel your birthday celebration's being held.
Oh dear..... i feel so zonked out now...
tre arty
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