I am a follower. My brain would be spinning with ideas and in the dead of the silence....would let it be that way. Cause i lack that self-esteem. That confidence which lets me step up and say,"Hey! I think that..." That's what i got reminded of during tutorial today. The tutor was asking for the answer and i said it really softly. After a while my friend voiced out my answer and the tutor actually said," Very Good!" and i would have that little bit of satisfaction. Yet, today I felt different. Today I felt like as if the Holy Spirit literally took my shoulders and shook me violently,screaming,"WAKE UP!Do you not have enough faith? Do you not believe that I am with you every step of the way? Why is it that you fear then?" Exactly what am i fearing here?? Where is my courage?
tre arty
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