Sunday, July 26, 2009


Dear Andy,

I'm totally drained out. I don't know why but i started coughing when service started yesterday and now i'm having body ache and possibly fever( i cannot find my thermometer).My head hurts. And I really don't need this at a time like this. I do not need bad thoughts. Do not need all this shit. God,Help me pleasee. I need your strength. Carry me through this, will you?




I swear it's all in my head. Not the fever and stuff. The bad thoughts. Cause my sky's like, this freaking colour now. Ok. I just took my temperature. It's like 38.2 degrees?! I hate my current situation. i hate my current situation. I hate it.

Note to self: You're getting wayy to unhappy. And you can't pin-point the problem. You are so in need of a revelation. Somebody tell me the problem or something man.

I need at least a 90 degree change in my life. I know it.

tre arty
@ 5:19 PM|