Friday, July 31, 2009


Dear Andy,

I HAVE BEEN DISGUSTED BY THE FACT THAT YOU'RE TWO-FACED ALL MY LIFE. IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO SHOW YOU RESPECT BUT I CAN'T CONVINCE MYSELF. CAUSE I'M JUST SO UTTERLY DISGUSTED. I AM OFFICIALLY SHUTTING MY EARS OFF WHEN YOU TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING RANDOM.NOT LIKE YOU EVERRR LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ANYWAY.ALTHOUGH YOU MAKE ME TELL YOU YOU SHUT YOUR EARS OFF. I'VE KNOWN IT SINCE I WAS 8. AND THAT'S NOT GOOD.CAUSE IT MEANS I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO TRUST YOU SINCE I WAS 8.

GOD, I HATE MYSELF FOR SAYING THIS BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IT'S EASIER TO LOVE A STRANGER, THAN YOUR OWN FAMILY. BECAUSE MY FAMILY MAKES LOVING EACH OTHER SOUND LIKE ROCKET SCIENCE. WHEN THE TRUTH IS, IF THEY KNEW LOVE, IT'S REALLY JUST SIMPLE.

tre arty
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