Tuesday, July 7, 2009


Dear Andy,

This post is dedicated to the broken hearted people in my life recently. including myself. Why i felt like my heart's broken..well, if you asked me on msn maybe i'll tell you but if we're close friends you should already know why..

All i wanted to say was that no matter how difficult it is to move on we're all in this together. And no matter how cliché this may sound, it's probably true somehow. Maybe he just wasn't the right one for you. I mean, everytime we go into a relationship we're so blindly falling into this venus fly trap we call LOVE, we hardly notice anything else around us. Whenever we have such moments, a break up is just... so... tough. Or maybe nothing ever started. Yet you feel like as if the battle is lost because he just distanced himself from you ( in my opinion, it's every girl's worst nightmare to have the guy she likes slowly distancing her.it's like a silent rejection that leaves you hanging there going,"uhh..is it really over..?") . No matter what i think it's the best to keep ourselves busy.

When we keep ourselves busy we get so drained we forget everything else. In my opinion, the best remedy is to forget. But since it's so difficult to do so, we'll just handle it like macham it's an addiction. We can do more sports ( meanwhile keep ourselves fitter. maybe then we won't have to take the initiative-.-), hang out with friends( friends are forever. guys are whatever!),] and have some time alone( sometimes ME time is the best time ever. because we learn more about ourselves. road to SELF-DISCOVERY!)

All in all after we've cried our tears dry, it's time to move on. It's difficult but time doesn't stop does it? So we have to move on too. You'll always have friends around to talk to ok!*points to self* Anyways i'm sure there are good single and non-gay guys out there that are not jerks somewhere. It's like looking for a needle in a haystack but that needle. is the perfect match to your thread. And that special love somewhere..... it's worth the wait. ( this is totally self-reminder.remembers incident*)

tre arty
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