Tuesday, June 23, 2009


Dear Andy,

"I don't understand you. I want to know you better. But are you willing to open your heart and accept me?If you do, why can't you just tell me what's troubling you? Am i that difficult to trust?" Sometimes i find myself thinking about this question in my head. When i totally don't agree on all the pessimistic views a certain person has, i ask myself that. Sometimes, i even ask myself this question. Yet, i lose myself when i do so. So why do people still question themselves? Why can't they just learn to trust the people around them? When i call someone my friend, i trust them. So there shouldn't be stuff i hide from them. Cause that's just tiring isn't it?

I feel like crying. Because there's nobody to call when i want to talk. There's nobody that's there to talk crap with me. There's nobody who's crazy enough to do crazy stuff with me. Because everybody is so close,yet so far. Now there's just FARRRRR...

Tomorrow i'm gonna sleep on the plane and sleep it all offffff. Ugh.

tre arty
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