Tuesday, June 9, 2009


Dear Andy,

Kill me. Seriously.Bad enough that we might not have class outing, I can't go for my interview!! I can't freaking go for my interview cause it's on the day i come back! Just a few hours earlier than i arrive!! KILL MEEE!!UGH.I've been looking forward to this.Working at the F1 site. Just helping out, just being there.UGH. now i can't even fight for my chance. i don't get to fight. Cause i'll be in the plane. This is so annoying seriously. I better get to buy more clothes at cheaper prices.If i come back with anything less than 2 times of what i brought there i'm going to come back so depressed.Cause it's going to be chaos all over again. Projects, meet ups.

I'm sorry if i sound like i'm very stressed. I think i'm stressing myself out cause i know that i have bad time management.So my bad time management annoys me.BUT.If i don't even get a choice to this kind of thing, IT PISSES ME OFF TO THE MAX.. Ughhhh.. i need to go job hunting. Me want to work at F1!!!>.<

I'm very glad i have such great classmates:] veh veh fortunate of me..They'll never replace my MG friends.. I don't think anyone will. But they're special in their own way.... Although i give them shit sometimes. It's just me. I tend to procrastinate, procrastinate,procrastinate. have a bad temper? bu zhi dao. Some people say that i have bad temper.Joanne is it? and my expression scares people when i'm angry or something. oh well.. but i'm not angry la.. or worried? i get over stuff in like, 5 minutes. That's quite good right! Cause i stay happy for a really really long time.. but when i'm angry, it's only for a while...

I am listening to songs now. So i'm not as angry as just now( front part of this post).haha. lame. ok la. tired. I need to create a list of to-do lists that i need to do so that i can well, start doing them. this is confusing. oh well.. having a very bad tummy ache now though. it's like some piercing pain. i think i should go sleep now.

tre arty
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