Wednesday, May 20, 2009


Dear Andy,

I GOT WRITER'S BLOCK. AIN'T IT AWESOME.. So far, the plan is that HS0904 is going for seoul garden dinner on the 10th of june cause i'm flying off 11th.. But everyone's so busy and this ain't a confirmed plan. Hope it pulls off. I have no qualms about speaking in front of the class seriously. but writing it is another story. it's a painnnnn.. i do not write! i think i'm better at impromto. heee:]

I've been arriving so late for lectures, i keep getting the seats in front! i cannot see my eyecandy from the front la!! haven't seen him in a few days already. I did see the year 2 eyecandy today though. he got off a bus. i can go stalk him now! i know what bus he takes! i have this HUGE feeling that he stays near me due to a few reasons. and obviously i'm not going to say why. then everyone will know who he is right-.-

Eh. Tomorrow i hope i don't hear anything about me liking jj already luhh.. cause right, after one whole day it gets super annoying, it's not even funny anymore-.- not that i don't like jj la. it's just not like him in that way lor! like that means i like every other guy the same way what. cause i don't currently have anyone i like like. [don't even need to watch this space.]

and i shall explain. because somehow i feel like as if my definition of liking someone is world's apart from everyone else or something. or at least everyone got common idea except for me lor!! why huhh!! why! haha..

PEOPLE I LIKE: I like everybody. really. like, everyone who's my friend, i also like. if not you freaking won't be my friend anymore. there's only 2 sides to me. i either hate that person[ i try not to la. but sometimes i just cannot stand some people!] or i love that person!:]

PEOPLE I LIKE LIKE: If i say i like like this person, means i have a crush on him. but you're never heard me say this. cause i haven't had a crush on anybody yet.

just now i talked to MELODY on msn!! whenever i talk to her i feel so sad la. even if we talk about normal stuff i still get super sad. i cannot believe that we're not in the same school anymore and we're not fighting over the most ridiculous things. To the point where we observe a few seconds of silence before we burst out laughing because we just couldn't take it.... i feel like as if she's so much more emo now. oh crap.will she read this? if you read this melody I LOVEEEE YOU SO SO SO MUCH you know!! must study hard ok?? Remember what we had in our notebooks? i cant remember where you got it from la. but i saw it and insisted that you let me copy it down? i still have it with me in my box full of things. although my furry sticker is kind of black now... if we don't manage to meet up during june holidays[ although i will make sure i get to see you even if i had to go to your house>.<] for korean food. we still have july! founder's day! and there's also Recess Gang Gathering!! Yeap. When Clara comes back from taiwan for a holiday. we shall all hang around and crap together...

I'm not an interesting blogger. sorry lor. my life is just not interesting ok? i use more words than pictures. and i do not have an interesting typing style. that's why nobody reads my blog. who cares la..

Favourite song now!! the one playing on my playlist!! in order of fav song no 1, fav proposal song[ i'm sureeee i won't change the song even when i'm 25!!] and on/off fav song.HAAA..LAME.....

tre arty
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