Thursday, May 21, 2009


Dear Andy,

I AM TALKING TO MELODY NOWWW:]] I think i really super uber miss melody. cause i always blog that i talked to her when well, i talk to her..

CUT MY HAIR TODAYYY!! HAPPINESSSSSS.. i met up with grace too.. gossip sessions with her.. are just always different.. i don't know how to put it.. i like to hear her talk.haha!!! Ok... my hair doesn't have a lot of difference though... grace's hair is shorttttt!!!! super cool. i lovessss it. it's the coolest thing ever. well, you have to look at it. it's very hard to describe the way it's layered. i would say celebrity hairdo. but.. what's wrong? high maintenance. haha!! she needs to go cut in 5 weeks i think. i really think it'll look good if she dyed it purple. the dark purple like c.sou's type. but i can't tell her like c.sou's hair since she doesn't know who's c.sou can i ???

Today's speeches.... from the girls especially... highly emotional.. no offense, but i hardly heard mefline said. but when she talked about it, i really felt the pinch of reality. her problems are not bigger than mine. but it's all about treasuring the present isn't it? and renee's one.. i really felt super sorry for her. i mean, come on!! renee! she's such a sweetie.. i don't understand her stoopid ex-classmates. i-don't-get-it. maybe they're jealous that she's pretty and capable:] it did make me feel guilty though. it made me realise that i did that in secondary school too:[ not that much. not that obviously. not as meanly. but i judged people. judged them without really knowing them inside. that alone, is pretty much bad already. i promise that i'll try not to do that anymore. although i do still complain occasionally about who and who..haha:]

Today i really realised how much friendship means to me... the idea of a friend that sticks through thick and thin with you.. one that can say," as our lives change, come whatever... we will still be, friends forever....I want to thank God for letting me meet such great people. Because we've gone through thick and thin together. I have a group of friends that i hold really close to my heart. so close that i really want to be there for them whenever i can.. and even if i really can't, i want to be there. because i love them so dearly, i'm willing to forgive them if they were wrong in any way.. look at their flaws and imperfections and imagine it's their strengths. and really love them as who they are. sometimes i do get angry! for like, what, 5 minutes? oh well.. i can't say that about my current church friends and poly friends cause well, i still haven't exactly known them for long. but i'm sure i'll feel the same way sooon:]

let me love you baby, let me love you.....hahah!! what's this song ah! i suddenly got it stuck in my head! is it some heineken advertisement one?!

tre arty
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