Today felt like the most fortunate day i've had in the longest time! I seriously felt so worried for my excel test just now. Especially since i was super clueless! It wasn't as bad as i expected it to be afterall! After that we got a treat from Mrs Nair for like, Macdonalds! After that went to ang mo kio to get the bag i really wanted along with Love and Mefline. I spent the whole weekend like i was in love, thinking about my bag. NOT KIDDING o.o haha.. i'm turning way to materialistic. Went far east after. bought some bangles. Followed by Summerset 313. GOSH. new look has heels my size! in limited designs but those that they had in, BEAUTIES. i tried on this black pair. It looked so great i'm actually thinking of saving up for them now. Yeap..walked around 313 and got tired. so we sat down at cold rock for ice cream.

I LOVE EATING SOUR AND FRUITY ICE CREAMS. IT MAKES YOU FEEEEEL GREAT:] seriously. better than chocolate. chocolate's just sinful and, well, FULL.hahaha..

Who says that best friends/good friends can't fall in love? Such a possibility, should never be ruled out. Just by observing my limited friend's even more limited relationships, i can speak love theories like a love guru. And i don't even have experience. haha.. i love the fact that i'm so full of rubbish. Embracing it while i can. Cause if i'm old and speaking like that, ultimate turn off already...

It's exactly a week to Valentine's Day.I'm upset i didn't have time to get everyone something...

I don't know how to do excel...will i ever use such complicated functions in the future? i hope not...if not i think my head will explode. I can't decide if i should cut bangs. I've been craving like mad to get the bag and the cotton on clothes.How you tell meee..howwww!!! UGH. I feel like as if it's time to freeze up my atm card in the freezer. I've been craving to spend like siao. That's it. Later go grand's house got Cotton on and Diva!!! I have a feeling i'll go buy gold ling ling long long and that skirt and top i've wanted. I'm so screwed!!!>.< OH MAN. IS THIS THE DEVIL PLANTING EVIL THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD? BECAUSE I FEEL EVIL. ARGH.

I'm going to throw my laptop away i swear. Lock it up or something. I can't believe i procrastinated for 2 days in a row and is still not motivated to study! What is wrong with me!!

Mel called me today:] i'm getting ACJC shirt.muahahaha.. i don't know why i want to get it o.o i'll probably be wearing it, what? at home?

I hate the fact that i'm 17 and missed the chance of applying for resorts world.

It's the third of january. I haven't started studying and its 2 weeks to exams! Guess what o.o i went shopping today. I hate myself sometimes..I hate my friends more for not going new year shopping earlier. Haha..Kidding. love you guys:]

Anyways, went to cotton on ( i felt like buying everything there o.o seriously.)and then AMK hub. 2 favourite shops my clique and i like to go : Code Red ( bags and shoes) and Song & Song. Yeap.We are officially hard-core fans. Most of us have more than 2 items from these 2 shops. Aweeesome. hahaha.. Man. I'm still seriously upset. I went to Code red and could only fit into their size 43 flats. meaning my feet could have grown larger. cause i'm usually a size 41. And NOOO HEEL size!! Just flats. Dang it. No, Song & Song is the most ridiculous place to shop. For some reason, i feel like there's a weird smell in that shop. Most tops are basics there. And you really have to DIGGG for good ones. But CHEAP. $3-#10. Freaking cheap.

Did i mention that i was so hungry i was bent to wait for dinner before studying? But what'd i eat? TOAST BREAD. Thanks a lot mum. thanks a lot sis.And i'm like now this unhappy teen who ate dinner at 10 plus PM, didn't cut and dye her hair with a mum and a sis who went to do their hair in a salon. PITY ME:[ Ok luhh...dying my hair chestnut brown tomorrow. I'm so sure there wouldn't be a difference cause i'm using Liese.That foam one...

Ugh. today marks the 3-day quota for using facebook. no more facebook for the week! oh wells...

Why am i awake at 4am!>.< no, i'm not entertaining these thoughts. go away. I hate the fact that we're friends but you bring me down so easily. I hate the fact that i feel like i'm constantly lost in this maze where i can't seem to find the answer when it comes to you. I hate the fact that you always complain but never share the joy. i hate the fact that i know you're unhappy when you talk to me, but know you're happy because you're missing in action. Yeah. that's how i'm feeling. i wish i could tell you this straight in your face. but i know you enough to know that no, you're not going to listen. and you're not going to change. telling you this will just mark the end of our friendship. so, should i? maybe if it did end, it'll benefit both parties..

i don't think i'll be feeling so insecure if you didn't pour that out. Yeah. sometimes when you say some general comments about how you treat your friends TO your friends, it's called too much info.

friend trouble is worst than boy trouble.come to think of it, i haven't got boy trouble yet. oh man.. i'm sure it can't get worst than this.sigh* hate it when i've got inner-conflict.