Monday, March 1, 2010
Dear Andy,
When exactly is the end of our road? Have you ever asked this question? What is your answer?When we die?
I believe the end is a beginning. And the beginning is the end. What we're doing now, is tracing our foot steps back. Because we've lost something. We've lost our first love. And now we're trying to trace our foot steps back home. Back to our first love. Jesus. Back to where we belonged. At the end of each road is a new beginning. A new opportunity. So why do we give up so early? Let's not strive for a good ending. Let's strive for a better beginning. Let's strive to come home to the Lord victorious.
tre arty
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4:58 PM|
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Dear Andy,
I have to change. so demoralizing. Why am i such a failure. Why can't i perservere. Where's my stamina for things? Why do i always give up at the 11th hour... I hate myself so much sometimes.
tre arty
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3:12 AM|
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Dear Andy,
What kind of power do you hold? That can capture people's hearts with your smile. That makes people laugh at the things you say... That makes others fall helplessly in love with you?
I wanna know.
So that...
I can be like that some day.
tre arty
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8:54 PM|
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Dear Andy,
Cause i am living in a material world and i am a material girl.YELLOOO!!! I'm materialistic. there i admit it. doesn't make me get more material things like my to die for Iphone though:/ when will i be able to get it with arise and build coming up! Praying for it. For works of miracles to be done to my life:] So full of hope today. Nothing's gonna change my love for you. Every obstacle just makes me draw nearer to you and makes me rely on you more. Because a perfect God, can never fail you. He'll always be there for you. It's if you choose to open your eyes to see:]
tre arty
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11:23 AM|
Dear Andy,
I had many new revelations these 2 days. Indeed, fellowship with people of God brings forth a bigger spiritual atmosphere. And with God, all things are possible!:]
Served choir for the first time today.. I didn't intend to go for service 2. however, before service 1 started they asked around if anyone would like to serve for service 2 as they were lacking people. I heard God speaking to me, telling me to go. What can i say? It was no regrets. Within this whole day i saw pastor kong upclose in Service 1. He arrived before service even started and he was standing behind the band. Brother Poh walked past me! He's shorter than i expected o.o Annabelle talked to the newcomers for service 2's evaluation and pastor kong said hi to us when he rushed over from service 1:] Like some case of being major starstruck to me o.o hahaha...
God has really comforted me recently. I never saw this issue as a bother, more of something that i couldn't get out of my head. But he's answered my few uncertainties with just one verse. all along, it had been stuck on my whiteboard. a tiny post-it i had long forgotten about. Yet it spoke so clearly to me suddenly.
" And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart."- Galatians 6:9
that's all. i need to sleep. Love God. For his love rescued me. Today, You made me fall deeply in love with you again. And made me realise, it's never " When all else fails, i've got you.", it's " all else fails without you."
tre arty
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12:13 AM|
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Dear Andy,
GOTTA LET IT OUT. FUCKKKKK MARKETING SIAAAA. FUCK ITTT LUHHH!!!
tre arty
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6:32 PM|
Dear Andy,
i'm constantly wondering how you're spending your holidays, what you're doing, who you're doing whatever you're doing with. when i see you i act like i didn't, and you act like you didn't to, and that's how we live our lives. but, what if it's a few years later when you go off? we'll never get to see each other again! i wish i talked to you more. although i know, we would never become the best of friends, but at least if i tried a little harder, we'd be hi-bye worthy friends,no?
i often ponder if that's how he feels too. or any of the other aquintances for that matter. do they wonder the same thing? hmmm...
tre arty
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4:46 PM|
